The Chase

I will be gone for the next few days attending the Newport Jazz Festival and with that I rarely read or follow news as it is harder and harder to find an actual physical copy of a New York Times and with that I simply just headline read to see if there is an issue of import I should read when I get back to the hotel and can sit on my Ipad to do so. But with that I am also better off as I often want to discuss what I have read and since few if any people actually read anything, let alone newspapers, it enables me to find less to talk about and less inclined to talk at all. I wrote about the strange encounters with the couples in Saratoga Springs, which only confirmed what I had long known, MAGA people are white, educated, professionals and they are afraid of “others” taking what they have earned and in turn be “given” what they were not. So this is about self interest and self preservation and with that it is seeded in two factors – Racism and Elitism. So as they drive off in their Mercedes which they are paying for via credit that also discriminates, they will never have to worry about the traffic stop and being found dead by the side of the road. I can assure you I used to drive a Mercedes, was stopped in Arizona and the State Police Officer, a woman, threatened to shoot my dog who was barking and afraid as stepped out of the vehicle to make it so there was no risk to Emma. Emma was not outside of the car she was fine in the back seat just doing what dogs do but this woman wanted me to be complacent and afraid, it worked. I sat down on the road and begged her to not do this leading the other Officer to intervene and proceed with the infraction portion of the ticket. Which I never paid and never heard a thing from the Arizona State Police again. Nor ever will ever go back there. They can fuck themselves. But my encounters with Police to this day are still highly charged and in turn things I go out of my way to avoid. Even if I saw a crime committed I am not engaging or getting involved, I fear the Police more. They too can go fuck themselves.

So with that I leave you with this article from the Guardian with regards to the majority of Police Shootings and how they end up with the stats that show 1 out of 3 end up dead in such a similar encounter and that they were fleeing from the scene. I cannot understand that mentality as I could not nor would not in any encounter as I could not outrun a cop, let alone a gun and I have never felt compelled to do so. Lay prone in the street, fall down on hands and knees begging yes, but run no. That said, it does not excuse the slime bag Police from shooting and killing these individuals. I have again no respect for this profession as again I point to Uvalde or to the Highland Park shooter stopped in traffic, the Buffalo shooter or in fact Parkland who was also stopped by Police in a parking lot. Bitch please had these boys been not white, the outcome would have been very different.

‘Hunted’: one in three people killed by US police were fleeing, data reveals

In many cases, the encounters started as traffic stops or there were no allegations of violence or serious crimes

Sam Levin in Los Angeles The Guardian 28 Jul 2022

Nearly one third of people killed by US police since 2015 were running away, driving off or attempting to flee when the officer fatally shot or used lethal force against them, data rev

In the past seven years, police in America have killed more than 2,500 people who were fleeing, and those numbers have slightly increased in recent years, amounting to an average of roughly one killing a day of someone running or trying to escape, according to Mapping Police Violence, a research group that tracks lethal force cases.

In many cases, the encounters started as traffic stops, or there were no allegations of violence or serious crimes prompting police contact. Some were shot in the back while running and others were passengers in fleeing cars.

Two recent cases have sparked national outrage and protests. In Akron, Ohio, on 27 June, officers fired dozens of rounds at Jayland Walker, who was unarmed and running when he was killed. And last week, an officer in San Bernardino, California, exited an unmarked car and immediately fired at Robert Adams as he ran in the opposite direction.

Despite a decades-long push to hold officers accountable for killing civilians, prosecution remains exceedingly rare, the data shows. Of the 2,500 people killed while fleeing since 2015, only 50 or 2% have resulted in criminal charges. The majority of those charges were either dismissed or resulted in acquittals. Only nine officers were convicted, representing 0.35% of cases.

The data, advocates and experts say, highlights how the US legal system allows officers to kill with impunity and how reform efforts have not addressed fundamental flaws in police departments.

“In 2014 and 2015, at the beginning of this national conversation about racism in policing, the idea was, ‘There are bad apples in police departments, and if we just charged or fired those particularly bad officers, we could save lives and stop police violence,’” said Samuel Sinyangwe, data scientist and policy analyst who founded Mapping Police Violence, but “this data shows that this is much bigger than any individual officer.”

‘Hunted down’

US police kill more people in days than many countries do in years, with roughly 1,100 fatalities a year since 2013. The numbers haven’t changed since the start of the Black Lives Matter movement, and they haven’t budged since George Floyd’s murder inspired international protests in 2020.

People wearing yellow t-shirts marching. Some of them are holding placards.

People in Newark, New Jersey, march demanding justice for Jayland Walker in July 2022. Photograph: Michael M Santiago/Getty Images

The law has for years allowed police to kill civilians in a wide variety of circumstances. In 1985, the US supreme court ruled that officers can only use lethal force against a fleeing person if they reasonably believed that person was an imminent threat. But the court later said that an officer’s state of mind and fear in the moment was relevant to determining whether the shooting was warranted. That means a killing could be considered justified if the officer claimed he feared the person was armed or saw them gesturing toward their waistband – even if it turned out the victim was unarmed and the threat was nonexistent.

As a result, very few police officers get charged. Adante Pointer, a civil rights lawyer, said it was not hard for officers to prevail when the case boiled down to what was going through the minds of the officer and victim in the moment: “The only person left to tell the story is the cop.”

In 2022 through mid-July, officers have killed 633 people, including 202 who were fleeing. In 2021, 368 victims were fleeing (32% of all killings); in 2020, 380 were fleeing (33%); and in 2019, 325 were fleeing (30%), according to Mapping Police Violence. The data is based on media reports of people who were trying to escape when they were killed, and it is considered incomplete. In roughly 10% to 20% of all cases each year, the circumstances surrounding the shootings are unclear.

Black Americans are disproportionately affected, making up 32% of individuals killed by police while fleeing, but only accounting for 13% of the US population. Black victims were even more overrepresented in cases involving people fleeing on foot, making up 35% to 54% of those fatalities

“If a person is running away, there is no reason to chase them, hunt them down like an animal and shoot and kill them,” said Paula McGowan, whose son, Ronell Foster, was killed while fleeing in Vallejo, California, in February 2018. The officer, Ryan McMahon, said he was trying to stop Foster, a 33-year-old father of two, because he was riding his bike without a light. Within roughly one minute of trying to stop him, the officer engaged in a struggle and shot Foster in the back of the head. Officials later claimed that the unarmed man had grabbed his flashlight and presented it “in a threatening manner”.

“These officers are too amped up and ready to shoot,” said McGowan, who for years advocated that the officer be fired and prosecuted. Instead, the officer went on to shoot another Black man, Willie McCoy, one year later; he was one of six officers who fatally shot the 20-year-old who had been sleeping in his car. The officer was terminated in 2020 – not for killing McCoy or Foster, but because the department said he put other officers in danger during the shooting of McCoy.

The city paid Foster’s family $5.7m in a civil settlement in 2020, but did not admit wrongdoing. A lawyer for McMahon previously said the officer was attempting to “simply talk to Mr Foster” when he fled, adding that McMahon “believed his actions were reasonable under the circumstances”.Vallejo police did not respond to a request for comment.

“Not only do these officers get away with it, they get to move on to bigger and better jobs while we’re left shattered and are still trying to pick up the pieces,” said Miguel Minjares, whose niece, 16-year-old Elena “Ebbie” Mondragon, was killed by Fremont, California, police.

Selfie of a woman pouting into the camera.

Elena “Ebbie” Mondragon was killed by Fremont police in March 2017. Photograph: courtesy of Miguel Minjares

In March 2017, undercover officers fired at a car that was fleeing, striking Mondragon, who was a passenger and pregnant at the time. The officers faced no criminal consequences. One sergeant went on to work as a sniper for the department, though has since retired, and another involved in the operation continued working as a training officer, records show.

“You shoot into a moving car, which you shouldn’t have done, and you weren’t even close to hitting the person you were trying to target. And now you’re a sniper?” said Minjares. “When I hear sniper, I think of precision. It boggles my mind. It shows the entitlement of officers and the police department, they just put people where they want them, it doesn’t matter what they did. It’s confusing and it’s heart wrenching.”

In June, five years after the killing, the family won $21m in a civil trial, but it’s unclear if Fremont has changed any of its policies or practices.

A Fremont spokesperson declined to comment on the Mondragon case and did not respond to questions about its policies.

The push to prevent the killings

In the rare cases when prosecutors do file criminal charges against police who killed fleeing people, the process often takes years and typically concludes with victory for the officer, either with judges or prosecutors themselves dismissing the charges or jury acquittals.

A young man wearing dark blue graduation robes poses on the street.

Robert Adams, 23, was fatally shot by police as he ran away Photograph: Courtesy of family

In one Florida case where an officer was investigating a shoplifting and fatally shot a man fleeing in a van, prosecutors filed charges and then dropped the case a week later, saying that after a review of evidence, it “became apparent it would be incredibly difficult to obtain a conviction”. In a Hawaii case where officers killed a 16-year-old in a car, a judge last year rejected all charges and prevented the case from going to trial.

For the nine fleeing cases where officers were found guilty or signed a plea deal, the conviction and sentence were much lighter than typical homicides. A Georgia officer who killed an unarmed man fleeing on foot was acquitted of manslaughter in 2019, for example, but found guilty of violating his oath and given one year in prison. A San Diego sheriff’s deputy pleaded guilty earlier this year to voluntary manslaughter after he killed a fleeing man, but he avoided state prison, instead getting one year in jail. And a Tennessee deputy, found guilty of criminally negligent homicide after shooting at a fleeing car and killing the passenger, a 20-year-old woman, was sentenced to community service.

Not only do these officers get away with it, they get to move on to bigger and better jobs while we’re left shattered and are still trying to pick up the pieces.

Miguel Minjares

With the criminal system deeming nearly all of these killings lawful, advocates have argued that cities should reduce the unnecessary police encounters that can turn deadly, such as ending traffic stops for minor violations and removing police from mental health calls. There’s also been a growing effort to ban officers from shooting at moving cars.

California passed a major law in 2019 meant to restrict use of deadly force to cases when it was “necessary” to defend human life, not just “reasonable”, and stating that an officer can only kill a fleeing person if they believe that person is going to imminently harm someone. The new law also dictated that prosecutors must consider the officer’s actions leading up to the killing, which police groups had arguedwere irrelevant under the previous standards.

But after its passage, police departments across the state refused to comply and update their policies, said Adrienna Wong, senior staff attorney at the ACLU of southern California, which backed the bill. That’s only now starting to change after years of legal disputes.

“I think we’re going to start to see prosecutors consider all the elements of the new law, but I’m frankly not holding my breath based on the track record of prosecutors in the state. We never thought this law was going to be a full solution.”

Ending on a Bang

It appears that even the holidays cannot end the need for gun violence, be it from individuals in crisis or by the Police. A shooting spree in Denver left 5 dead as he traveled between locations with Police in pursuit. And in this case the Police did fire and kill the man whose motives are unknown but the NY Post has claimed he had “extremist views”. What those were given the source could be he voted for Trump and it was stolen or he was a liberal and needed stimulus cash. Seriously I love that paper but it crosses into some bizarre shit at times.

And another Police shooting makes the news again showing that use of force is of course absolutely necessary at all times in all situations. Walking into the Burlington Store in California, the Police were told numerous versions of the events including that the maniac inside the store beating a woman had a gun, in others they said it was a lock. Well either/or neither/nor the Police came ready to shoot and kill, and they did, just not only the lock wielding maniac, but a 14 year old buying her holiday dresses.

Mother of 14-year-old girl killed in LAPD shooting held her daughter as she died

By Ruben VivesKevin RectorAlejandra Reyes-VelardeHannah Fry Dec. 28, 2021 Updated 2:43 PM PT

Soledad Peralta closed her eyes, wrapped her arms around her teenage daughter and prayed for their safety inside the Burlington store dressing room.

They could hear screams and commotion around them as police searched for a man assaulting customers inside the North Hollywood store where Peralta and her daughter had gone to try on dresses two days before Christmas.

As they held one another, Peralta felt an explosion that threw them both to the ground. Her daughter’s body convulsed then went limp.

A Los Angeles police officer had shot a round through the dressing room wall, killing 14-year-old Valentina Orellana-Peralta. ADVERTISING

“She died in my arms. I couldn’t do anything,” Peralta said in Spanish. “Our sweet angel is gone forever.”

Peralta fought back tears while describing the harrowing scene as she and the girl’s father, Juan Pablo Orellana, stood outside LAPD headquarters in downtown L.A. on Tuesday to demand justice for their daughter.

Handmade paper signs reading “Justice for our daughter, Valentina” in English and Spanish hung over their chests as they tearfully spoke about their daughter, a girl who they described as being full of joy and someone who had big dreams for her future.

Valentina arrived in the U.S. from Chile about 6 months ago and was an exceptional student. On their way to the Burlington store on the day she died, Valentina told her mother about her desire to continue to make good grades and eventually become an engineer and a U.S. citizen. Those dreams will now never be a reality, her parents said.

Video from fatal LAPD shooting at Burlington shows officer open fire over bloodied victim

Orellana, a bank clerk who had traveled from the family’s native Chile to Los Angeles on Sunday, held back tears as he spoke about the devastation his daughter’s killing had brought.

“When I got a phone call and heard that my daughter had been killed by the Los Angeles Police Department, my world came tumbling down on me,” he said in Spanish. “I don’t have words to describe what I’m going through.”

Orellana held up a skateboard wrapped in clear plastic— the Christmas present Valentina had asked for and now will never receive. Instead of opening gifts with her, he said, he will place them in her grave.

“Look, it’s brand new, it hasn’t been opened,” he said, emotion etched on his face. “I won’t rest until my daughter gets justice.”

The parents spoke alongside several attorneys — including Ben Crump, a high-profile figure in excessive police force cases nationally, whom the father has retained to represent them.

Crump has represented other families caught in the spotlight after police killed their loved ones, including the family of George Floyd, whose killing by Minneapolis police in 2020 sparked global protests over police brutality.

Crump said Tuesday that Valentina’s family wanted the world to know that their daughter “was beautiful, intelligent and had the whole world ahead of her,” and that she “made exceptional grades at an English-speaking school even though English was not her native tongue.”

Crump also said the family wants justice — and will pursue it.

“We should not have to sacrifice innocent life in the name of safety when it was foreseeable that two days before Christmas, that there were going to be people in a shopping plaza shopping,” Crump said. “The family thinks things could have been done differently, to where Valentina wouldn’t have been collateral damage [and] would still be here getting ready to celebrate Christmas.”

Police officials have said that the shooting is under investigation and that the actions of all of the officers involved will be reviewed. They promised the investigation would be thorough, calling the girl’s death tragic. The California Department of Justice is also investigating the shooting.

The tragedy has sparked outrage and debate over how police should respond to scenarios like the one inside Burlington — especially when it’s unclear whether a suspect is armed and firing.

Los Angeles City Councilmember Mike Bonin said on Twitter that the use of force was unjustifiable. Police didn’t give verbal commands and the suspect was not armed with a gun nor was he advancing at officers or potential victims, he said.

“I’m hopeful an investigation will come to the same conclusion. If this is somehow found to be within LAPD policy and protocol, those policies and protocols must be changed,” he said.

Los Angeles City Councilmember Paul Krekorian said in a statement that the “people of Los Angeles need to know exactly what happened and how it happened, and how Valentina’s tragic death could have been prevented.”

The shooting also killed the suspect, 24-year-old Daniel Elena-Lopez, who can be seen in video from the Burlington store attacking multiple people with a bike lock on a chain, seriously injuring one woman.

Elena-Lopez had just beaten that woman with the lock moments before police rushed in and an officer opened fire as Elena-Lopez moved away from them.

Christian Contreras, an attorney with League of United Latin American Citizens, said during a press conference Tuesday afternoon that his team has requested a meeting with Mayor Eric Garcetti and police Chief Michel Moore to discuss the LAPD’s tactics. So far, the organization has not received a response, he said.

“There is nothing that affects these officers when they shoot and kill,” Contreras said. “We’re here calling for meaningful reform and to tell LAPD and the city of Los Angeles to show some dignity.”

Valentina’s aunt, Carolina Peralta, in Chile, said Valentina was born and raised in the working-class neighborhood of Macul in Santiago, Chile’s capital. She was a shy girl but was happy reuniting with family and her older sister in the U.S., Peralta said.

“My sister does not understand how this tragedy could have happened just when they had managed to reunite the family,” her aunt said.

As the morning press conference came to an end, Valentina’s parents stood side by side near a large picture of their daughter framed by a circle of white roses. More than a dozen activists and supporters also gathered around, some holding “Wanted” signs for the officer who shot Valentina. Others held pictures of the young girl as they led a chant in her memory.

“Valentina’s life matters.”

And with that what more can one say, every fucking life taken by Police matters including the maniac. He clearly was in crisis and needed to be restrained and taken into a facility for evaluation and in turn proper punishment. Sorry folks I feel that way as we can let Kyle Rittenhouse roam free despite killing two people for no reason other than being afraid in a situation he elected to enter, with no training handling weapons or offering medical assistance as he claimed that is what he was there for and yet he walks free. Funny how that works out that a young white man can walk by Police immediately after killing two people and not get shot but a boy running down an alley can be. Or a Boy with a toy gun. Or a boy with his hands up. Or a boy walking home. Or a boy carrying scissors. Or riding a dirt bike. Makes no sense. None of it ever will.

As we enter the new year I cannot see much of this changing. I see the same rage, the same anger and the repression of manifesting itself through violence as the way for many to assuage said rage. It is the way of America, and one only needs to look to Jan 6th to remind oneself of that.

As the year closes out for me I have been busy trying to donate to the charities that matter and in my process of due diligence I found an article about the Red Cross and their own failures to serve those who work for them during a crisis. A yes more tales of the great resignation and with that I struggled to decide to donate and in spite of it I chose their disaster relief fund as it was the only way I could reach as many hands as possible, for how does on pick in a Nation ripped apart by many storms and crisis across America. But with that I did immediately send them a request to use the money wisely and to ask themselves is this a story you want to be a part of the legacy of the Red Cross. The United Nations, Doctors without Borders, the Human Rights Coalition among others too struggle with internal problems and yet they still serve but it is our choice to give or not and we are not always in a position to be able to give so I do so when I can with an open mind, and perhaps a less open wallet to those who are less likely to do the right thing. But again what is that? And that includes the endless hero worship and fretting about the Medical professionals on the “front line”. As I mentioned in what I thought would be my last post of 2021 I was billed by RWJ Barnabas for my Covid Vaccines. My bill was 60.01 with a deduction of 20, I assume as it was believed I was uninsured. I apparently was not the only one and sure enough the Washington Post did an article by a Journalist who lives here and visited the same facility I did, but her bill was higher. This ain’t over til its over and when it comes to Covid it will never be over. Learn to live with it and each other. I expect more bills to come as there is no such thing as the free lunch. Ah land of the FEE and home of the AFRAID.

Don’t be afraid, be fearless, be a survivor, a giver and be a thinker.

To quote Haden Sixx; “As Bravery and Stupidity are the same thing, the outcome determines your label.”

Man Down

On Fox Media the description of 13 year old Adam Toledo is that of “man” while the 17 year old Kyle Rittenhouse was “boy”. This folks is white privilege. I think we think white privilege is about money and it is about skin color. It is about gender and whiteness. Then it trickles down to women who are pretty, sexually appealing and complacent. Any woman who does not meet those standards are further down the rung and that ladder is long when it comes to designing privilege in America.

As I have spent my life capitulating, defending and self deriding to make people feel better or safer or righter I am finally done with it. I have finally said “enough.” I have been too loud, too vulgar, I said this, should have said this, too independent, too sexual, too frigid, too much a bitch, not tough enough, not smart enough, too smart. Which the fuck is it? I am a Libra but even this makes me go WHAT THE FUCK? So whatever white privilege I had or have I am taking it. And I say this to any person of color, take whatever they offer free within reason as think of it as reparations as you won’t be getting a second chance. Qualify for Medicaid? Take it? Qualify for Food Stamps? Take it? Take the housing voucher, the affirmative action ranking, take whatever they have as that is the best if not only thing you are going to get. I lied to get my vaccine and fuck you I earned that right by surviving this mother fucker on my own. Not one person ever offered to help me, send me a card, give me a call or a shit when time passed. I have been good to many people and not one. So much for you are not alone. I was alone all right. But the lack of even an offer of kindess or concern was truly telling, more about them and less about me, but it told me I am done with it.

Adam Toledo died in an alley with his hands up facing a Police Officer but it was too late his fate was decided the minute his friend handed him that gun (as you know that is what happened) and the kid ran. I was stopped by the Police and I lay supine and threw my purse over and away for me when they asked what I was doing at a school I was going to work at. I had already had Police come to my home when Vanderbilt felt my anger about their asking about my private life and who was caring for me and I responded with rage, not an apology so that led them to make the call. And I had to subject myself to that interesting experience of a “wellness check” in my home when I did nothing to anyone except yell. (And when I yell I vent then I am done but if you don’t know me you would be perhaps disturbed but then again maybe the Police are not the answer, I mean I’m at the hospital, call a Doctor maybe?” ) So when I encounter Police I do it as if I am on an episode of Police Woman and I am the perp. Hands up, body down, and be afraid. Very afraid. And that is what Police want subjugation and deference.

So the little man-child, Adam, ran and was told repeatedly to stop. He tossed the gun over the fence and turned to face the Officer but again his fate was decided. The same with Duante Wright when he got back into the car, the Officer felt disrespected and disregarded and she wanted him to feel that pain and she ensured he did. Accident or Intent? Who the fuck cares she was determined to make him hurt. The same with Caron Nazario, who was in his fatigues, clearly indicating he was a person in service and because he did not pull over immediately and stop when demanded by the Officer he was going to pay the price via domination. It is what Police do. It is their training, their belief and their identity. It is their culture.

So when I read that once again the religious funding site, Givesendgo, is being used to fund Kyle Rittenhouse’s defense for his murder of two individuals in Wisconsin, where he at the time was a MINOR, in possession of an illegal gun, had crossed state lines to enter a community he did not live to offer protection or a service to those who did not contract, request or hire him to do so, is in fact if not criminal on some counts, bizarre on others, that donations are largely from Police Officers. Shocking, I know, not really.

And then we have a boy, not a man, he too 17, enter a school, with a gun, barricaded himself in a bathroom, get into a shootout with Police and subsequently was shot to death. The shooting in Knoxville is just a day’s work and the Officer who fired the fatal shot was declared a hero. Heard of Crisis Negotiators? Yeah they apparently did not either.

The shooting in Boulder managed to injure the suspect, but he is alive. He is not white but of Syrian descent. Is that white enough? What about Patrick Crusius, a 22-year-old from the Dallas suburb of Allen who authorities claim drove nearly 600 miles to target Hispanics; he allegedly posted a document online just before the shooting railing against immigrants and a “Hispanic invasion of Texas.” He is still awaiting trial. White privilege there?

Or how about this one: Miles Jackson, a Black man, who arrived at a hospital in Columbus, Ohio. Officers had been searching him for weapons in preparation for a custody exchange over warrants he had out for his arrest. Officers conducting a routine pat-down him in a hospital emergency room found a gun in his waistband; Jackson began to struggle with the two officers after one of them felt the gun, spurring a struggle over the weapon and a standoff that ended in officers killing him, according to police body camera footage released Wednesday. Didn’t know about that one did ya?

And now there was another mass shooting at a FedEx facility in Indianapolis and we know little about the shooter, the victims, or the motive. I am not bothering to speculate but let’s talk about what we do know. He had a gun, walked in, and shot people to death.

**ETA** Since this post this a.m., the gunman was 19, and is that a boy or man, man-boy or man-child? His Mother last year contacted the FBI thinking he was planning suicide by cop and he was a former employee of this FedEx facility which is why he went there as he knew the routine, the schedules, and the layout of the building.

This according to the Washington Post: According to FBI Indianapolis Special Agent in Charge Paul Keenan, the suspect was placed on an immediate temporary mental health detention by Indianapolis police. A shotgun was seized at his residence. Based on items observed in the suspect’s bedroom at that time, he was interviewed by the FBI in April 2020. No Racially Motivated Violent Extremism (RMVE) ideology was identified during the course of the assessment and no criminal violation was found, Keenan said.

The parallels to the Nashville Christmas Day bomber is not lost as that man was also reported by an ex as having bomb making equipment and the Police visited said residence and was sent away without so much as a citation or notation but a casual inspection. This folks is what is White privilege when it comes to men. Wives, Mothers, Girlfriends, Sisters call and ask for help and then they are the ones either found in a pile on the floor or cleaning up the mess. Ask the Sandy Hook Shooter’s mother, Nancy Lanza, about that. Oh, wait she was the first to die.

When women get shot we get “he was having a bad day”; when women get shot as they were at a Yoga studio the suspect had a “history of sexual misconduct that started in grade school.” The Isla Vista killer had a history of stalking, had a manifesto ranting about his loathing of women and his sexual frustrations, telling Police who arrived on a wellness check that was fine only to go out and later murder six people, three of them women. He is now released from prison as he was declared insane. I guess he is well now. He was white and of privilege. Go figure.

So is this racism, white supremacy, misogyny, mental illness or is this about guns, access, availability, and intent. Want one, you get one, and then you use it. Wow just wow. I am not sure I am lucky or privileged as I don’t want to be in that situation and yet it seems we are all coming perilously close. Guns are the real problem that contributes to the highly charged debate and political histrionics about them. And of course why the Police enter each situation armed and ready to kill. That is their fear factor, be afraid, be always afraid and that is your defense, excuse, explanation, and justification. And it has worked repeatedly.

And we could go on with the differences between those wellness checks on many who were of color and they ended up dead, at the hands of the ones sent there to check on said wellness. And that is why I was angry and pissed at Vanderbilt which is the right source of anger and kept my cool with the Police as I asked in my own home can they wait while I call my Attorney who will meet them at the door and we can proceed with said check when he arrives. They left and filed no report as those reports are filed and can be used against you. Again is that white or privilege or both? I am educated, informed, and keep calm in a crisis, that is my training. That training came from watching all of this and being informed, I don’t think anything about my skin color prevents me from being exempt from the madness of the Police and I have the trial records to support that. But that is for a long long book, not a blog. And ask Justine Diamond about her encounter with Police she called, only you can’t. They killed her too. Another Minneapolis shooting. Did they take to the streets about her?

So are we actually going to compete over who has it worse or are we going to do something about guns? Start there and then we can maybe work with Police about how that every encounter needs to not end with more dead. Try that.

Didn’t Get the Memo

I have been only reading the daily reports on the Chauvin trial, I truly do not need to see the footage, the photo or hear endless recaps of what ostensibly has become a snuff film. The man was killed on the street at the knee of an officer who restrained him in a technique that has contributed to numerous deaths in the past and regardless of their health or drug use this is abuse regardless. And I never want to hear the expression “take a knee” again as that only serves to bring that image up and not the one Colin Kaepernick intended as an act of protest. Let’s go back to raise a fist that came of age in the Mexico Olympics in 1968 to show a gesture of protest and unanimity.

And with that one would think that Police across the country would at least attempt to show some attempt at a new kind of restraint, and try to lessen their need to pull out guns and other tools to demonstrate their power and position in society. Given that the Chauvin trial for the first time has demonstrated that the Thin Blue Line is now fracturing, I am sure the dog whistle is out on what to do in encounters with Black suspects. I would say pull out their dicks but today brings a new element to the debate – how women police. Well it appears they do the same as the male. We saw this in Texas last year when a Police Officer went to the wrong apartment and went ballistic thinking a black man was in her home. And we have some women Officers who have also used guns to shoot suspects as they have an inability to wrestle some suspect down to the ground and shove their knee into the windpipe of a suspect. So tase away or shoot whatever that works there lady. And in of all place Minneapolis a woman Cop did just that. She “thought” it was her taser but whoops it was her gun. And now Duante Wright is dead. They will blame that he crashed his car after driving off, after he was shot, so that is why he died. See how that works there?

Oh that taser thing was what led to the death of Rayshard Brooks in Atlanta at Wendy’s where he was sleeping off his drunk; but when he took the Taster and took off running, I mean shit that could do what to whom where and when? Well nowhere as it was now out of commission but fuck it, that asshole needs to die! I get that way over the last piece of pizza so I get it, I really do. The Officers were fired and are pending trial. I am sure that the drunk thing, then running off with a stolen taser will be the defense, trust me it is always the victim’s fault. I get it, I really do.

And then we have the Cop in Virginia who went all mental head case over a young Reservist, Caron Nazario, temporary tags that he could not see on the vehicle he was driving, and because the man is of mixed race he did what we should all do really, drive to a well-lit area a couple of miles up the road to a gas station. Fuck this if a Cop is going to pull me over I am going to drive 5 miles an hour to the nearest Police Station to get cited. Again this was not a high-speed chase it was for safety and security, irony even for the Cop. But fuck that fuckers we are not having it. That was one video that I threw up my coffee watching. The Reservist had the sense to tape the encounter but the dash and body cams were actually running and this was as if I watching a bad Bruce Willis movie. Pepper sprayed then forced down to the ground with the threat of the electric chair. Okay, overreact much? Well with Duante it was for those absurd air fresheners that hang from the rearview mirror and then when she ran the plates there was the outstanding warrant and from that point on it was game on and guns out. A young kid with his girlfriend in the car is the next Bonnie and Clyde, only black. But then if you ever look at the photos of that scene you can see Cops love guns and love shooting the shit out of people. Just now they do it to more Black/Brown people. Times change.

And yes we can say that Police do have dangerous jobs and a recent shooting death OF a cop during a traffic stop in New Mexico demonstrates how highly charged these encounters can get; however, they are not as common place as one believes. If you are curious as to how many Officers are killed annually, the FBI keeps that data. They don’t with regards to civilian casualties. IN 2019 48 were killed. In 2019 civilians were killed at much higher rates as according to the Washington Post who have been accumulating that data for the last few years and it was holding at 1,000 with 985 last year. Wow, just wow.

Yeah I don’t like Police and I don’t want to have anything to do with them. But they can be trained and educated and in turn work to get guns off the street and in turn that will end the overall violence that has enabled if not permitted them to go into these encounters with guns up. Let’s raise arms, just not those kind.

Shooting of the Day

Really at this point we have a shooting every day and the reality is some are larger in scope and scale than others.  The minute Police become involved the volley of bullets and collateral damage will be significantly larger thanks to the heavy artillery local forces have access to once used in military operations.   We have a militarized local police force without the training and resources needed to understand how to use and not use said weaponry but it damn sure looks good when out on the streets protecting people from crazed shooters.

What ends up is chaos and more deaths that may not have occurred had they not had such weaponry available and as we already know Police are trigger happy under the most minor of circumstances so ratchet it up when a Cop is killed and then game is on.

The UPS Shootout will I am sure reveal some ugly truths that the deaths of the UPS Driver and the Gentleman in the adjacent vehicle were likely killed by the Police.  The truth about the death of the first responder in the mass shooting at the Borderline Bar and Grill. 

The Las Vegas Shooting that preceded it was also chaos, the Orlando Bar Shooting that lasted well over three hours another badly handled situation that went on far too long and labeled a hate crime for which it was not.   And my personal favorite the Waffle House shooting in Antioch that seemed to be utterly preventable had Police properly investigated the stolen vehicle from the day before but could not manage to find him less than a mile away from the Waffle House for over 23 hours and was found thanks to a citizen who called a hot line. Okay then.

Of course we have school shootings were incompetent School Security Officers failed to do their duty and shootings prevented by Coaches and Teachers who simply spoke to and more importantly listened to the Student stopping what could have been a fatal encounter.

So yesterday I sat though close to two hours of a Police Chief mispronouncing words and making up words to describe “Bad Guys.”  Early on the reports described a pair of individuals of mixed gender. Then the original report that it was random where the final shoot out commenced only hours later being declared a hate crime without any substantiative evidence to support this belief.  But it serves to highly charge a community and in turn make it all political on top of emotional for the loss of what appears to be three individuals who may or may not have been killed by the Gunmen that were not Police.  Again we may never find that fact out for many many months. But like all shootings the speculation, the histrionics and random accusations that will lay blame and point fingers that will resolve nothing and stop the real problem – access to Guns.

But again what I truly found appalling was actual local news and the misinformation and their contribution to the histrionics of what already was a serious situation.   I came home got off the Path train knew nothing about it, went for a walk in between the rain, stopped at a store did shopping errands and grabbed a coffee and found out there what was going on.  My Barista and I did laugh at some Instagram posts that had residents dancing to the bullet fire so there you go with that Mr. Roger’s in your neighborhood.  And that brings me to the Neighborhood.  The shooting began with the Police officer being killed in a Cemetery in the Greenville area about 15 minutes from where I write this.  Greenville is largely a minority community with heavy crime and violence problems then it moved into the West Bergen area which is slowly very slowly gentrifying.  This area is not served well by either light rail, buses or train system but has super cheap real estate and it is where I initially began my search for apartments when I arrived in JC in August.  It was one day in and after two days of talking to varying Lyft drivers that my conclusions and observations about the area were right – it is not safe, it is under change but about 5 years away from any type of real improvement.  I saw property after property that had been renovated to the top of the line while adjacent to abandoned houses, houses with bars on doors and windows, no grocery stores or services and maybe a block (where the shooting occurred) that had some small businesses that catered to the specific residents that resided in the area as in this case a Kosher market.   But it was not safe and not one that I a 60 year old white woman living on her own would seriously consider no matter how many gas ranges it had.

I had a conversation with a Real Estate Agent from of all places Sotheby’s convincing me this was the new “it.”  I have never been more insulted and abused by professionals outside of Nashville as I had with the Real Estate Shysters that work here in Jersey City.  Honestly that profession here is a con job with a quality of laziness that reminded me so much of Nashville I could not run away fast enough.  And then I just went to apartment after apartment building on my own contacting their own leasing agents and found utter professionalism, good natured intelligent individuals who followed up with my inquiries and were more than generous with their time.   I cannot say the same for the Sotheby’s woman who when I asked about her other properties she informed me that they were not as modern but if I wanted to see them she could meet me there. I see so take me and drive me there no and I am to pay a fee for that?  Yes you take yourself to the property, the agent may or may not meet you there, you may never speak to them ever as they rely solely on texting and then show you a property with no options or information about others that may be available. They don’t tell you anything about the neighborhood and expect you to pay them.  One asked me to drive by then text him what I thought and then we could arrange to meet there if I liked what I saw from the outside.  I actually did not do any of that instead I sat at the bank with my banker, we google searched the property looked at it on the map, knew instantly it was not a good area and then went back to our conversation.  He texted me during the meeting I informed him that I was “driving” by right now and it looked sketchy.  He then texted me and asked what time would I like to see it.  I said I am driving to the bank right now to get my finances and will text him later. And that ended that.  I did what I do best handled it on my own. 

Jersey City is in massive transition with money thanks to the opportunity zone tax breaks that have brought a great deal of investment into these areas that are in midst of gentrifying.  But that said it is a constant game challenge to see where the shiny keys land.   I suspect and see that Journal Square area is the new player as it has a Path Station and near a highway connecting to NYC.   It is the coolest hood I have found and is truly not as a dangerous or as inaccessible as the West Bergen area.  I could not believe how bad it was on a Sunday me sitting on stoops for agents to show, to not show, to show up late and the condition of the neighboring houses to think that this is okay for anyone on their own without a car (which they knew) relocating to an area that they did not know.  I have no respect for anyone in that profession and find them utterly irresponsible and the reason some of these problems occur and their role in the 2008 collapse cannot be ignored.

But when you have Journalists descending on an area, interviewing children about being on lockdown and then proclaiming after an eight year old goes, “Yeah I am used to it.” as something that these children are familiar with on an ongoing basis does nothing to improve the area or the residents therein.   The reality was NOT ALL schools were locked down and that only the school across from the shoot up was at risk. The reality is that this was a Shelter in Place where kids were fine, the school was locked to outsiders coming in and going out and school went on as normal with no lights out, no hiding under desks or taking to safe locations in the building to wait it out.  That was again a bad version of events as you cannot nor should not have anyone sitting in wait for FOUR hours which they did.  Again what was the point?  Got me but to prove and demonstrate authority.  Would they have done that in the upper scale areas of the city with the larger white population of students? No.  But sure keep faces of color and poor kids locked up in school hours longer than they should, frighten their parents and in reality none of it was anywhere near them other than the school directly across the street.  Funny no one spoke to that Catholic Schools students, why was that?

It was and is a tragedy but what continues to make it as such was the media’s coverage, the Police and their incessant need to show force in all situations regardless of need and the reality of our own need for drama when shit happens. This is about guns and more guns and who has got them.  I cannot tell in the words of the Police chief, who the “bad guys” are anymore.