I actually believe that the school loan forgiveness plan is a great idea as most American education is garbage. Regardless of degrees I have never met a dumber group of individuals like those who profess to have gone to college. Many have finished their education and attained the most letters after their name they could possibly possess and I say good for them. Many have just two, some have not completed said degrees and are loaded, famous and highly respected talents in business. So what have we learned here? Americans love money, believe education is the said avenue to money and when all else fails money matters more and enables the one in possession of said bucks to believe they are the smartest in the room and many allow them to believe that. And again, what have we learned here?
I read endless articles about Teacher’s Shortages, Teachers quitting, quietly or otherwise, some terminated for reading the wrong book, saying something stupid on Social Media, or they can now be terminated via hotlines that can take anonymous complaints on Teachers who upset a student teaching, saying or doing something that made them feel “bad.” This will not end well.
I have written about my 30 years in and out of public education in numerous States, Districts and Schools. I taught in Seattle in both Shoreline and Seattle, In California in Berkeley and Oakland all for about a total of 3 months and just never went back they were both so bad; Nashville, Tennessee and now Jersey City. I have never subbed in a charter or private school and have no desire to but maybe I should for perspective. I hate every minute and as I look back I realized how bad it always was regardless of where I was. And that is MY opinion, based on my experience, my history which is again based on MY gender, age, intelligence, my own prejudices, biases and beliefs which WE all possess and can affect our perception. I should not have to validate, explain or excuse them as they are mine, my own truths and my own memories and feelings. Do I have positive affirmative ones? Yes, I do, many. But I rarely write about them as they are so real and alive and I feel that in the whole picture it matters to only one person – ME. Again this is about me and MY opinion, not you nor your experience. As for your opinion and beliefs and experiences they are yours. We may not agree, we may agree but I cannot say you are wrong or right, as they are YOURS not MINE. We simply have had a different life experience that does affect how we see things both in the past and in the present. Education is that hot button that we seem to have many opinions and all of them are right and all of them wrong when someone else challenges them. No, they are different than yours as they are not yours. That is what opinion is.
And that would be my first lesson if I went back to Teaching, understanding how to express an opinion, defend an opinion and enable others to have one different than yours and understand it, respect it, disagree with it or agree with it and lend to it your own thoughts, experience and in turn opinion. And you walk away both better for it. That class and lesson would be filed under FANTASY.
We have become a nation of Narcissists which explains Trump and the subsequent Trump Derangement Disorder that means anyone who either/or likes or hates Trump they go out of their way to run that subject into the ground. NOTE: either/or LIKE or HATE Trump. Funny how that works if you don’t read closely enough you might miss that part where I put a qualification an either/or there. I find that the ones who love him are equally vitriolic in their support of him toward those who don’t as those who do not love him are to those who do. Wow that they share a passion over Trump. Interesting.
I am not sure anyone reads anymore. I do see a book reader now and then as I walk in Manhattan and NJ and saw someone reading an excellent book, Killers of the Flower Moon by David Grann. I read it in Nashville when it came out, an irony upon irony that their public library system was/is the BEST I have ever experienced, getting excellent new books immediately upon being published and having a robust system in which to check out and source books. New Jersey or at least here in Jersey City is the most appalling one I have experienced. Again, that is MY experience having lived in a few places and love libraries. Go figure. Again, if YOURS is different then I welcome that as a way of figuring out how to work it better so I buy fewer books. But needless to say I stopped and told the Gentleman how much I loved the book given the subject matter and asked him if he was enjoying it. He affirmed that and I went about my way. Had he said no, I would have asked and listened to his opinion and parted after simply agreeing with him in the exact way I had when he said he loved it. Why? Cause there is no point in getting into a argument over a book, it is not my life work here. And that is the same with most subjects. You may argue and debate with those whom you have invested time with, have a strong relationship or simply because every now and then it is okay to disagree. But today we must verbally and personally attack anyone who does not share our EXACT same belief, thought, opinion and express it in the same manner and fashion. Okay then, preach that diversity.
Of that we also mishear, misread, misinterpret someone, seize on a word or a comment and then run with it like a hot potato. That is another issue of significance that I see play out and over again particularly in social media, comment sections and boards. Yes reading is hard but it is fundamental. So when someone says I worked with men at my job who were incredibly misogynistic they are speaking about their work, their colleagues at that job, they are not speaking about you, your job or co-workers unless they say “Hey Joe you know at Dairy Queen we all worked at, all the dudes really hated women.” Well this may fall under present company excepted as this person is actually asking for your opinion and thought about this shared workplace and with that the name Joe infers (note infers) it is male to whom this individual is speaking. But then again what is the speakers gender?
This is the quandary when you are speaking to someone online and with that making assumptions and in turn accusations about them when you DO NOT KNOW THEM. Again they may say something very inflammatory and off putting and with that that is what moderators are for and you can flag their post or you can do another thing – block them, ignore them or mute them. I do find that many want to argue just to argue and in turn lead one down a garden path of wierdness. I felt that way in Nashville when I finally realized that many just shit stirred to see what your reaction was and use that to further their own agenda, beliefs or misconceptions about the “other.” The phrase, “I was just playing with you,” is one of the most disturbing thing I have ever heard and it makes me wonder why any adult would go out of their way to upset and anger another other than to do harm.
This is social media. Period. A Cesspool and it has enabled if not encouraged others to find ways to work people up and over into knots over anything either intrinsic or extrinsic and they are easy tags and flags in which to do so.
And this brings me to reality television which is the medium I believe that perfected if not encouraged this. We can go from the varying talent ones to the reality contests and faux documentary style ones that equally play into hands of stereotypes and archetypes when it comes to Gender, Age, Race and those issues that often center on cultural, religious or other significant differences, such as age or disabilities that often go unaddressed on these shows.
Two that I have begun to watch again, largely due to one of my Doorman who is a fanatic about them so I decided to tune in, is Big Brother and Survivor. I watched them when the premiered and a couple of seasons thereafter but tired on the premise as what it became was one individual after another trying to top the OG winner of those fist seasons, Dr. Will and Richard Hatch. So you get season after season another moron who professes to be a “super fan” and has studied the game and knows all the ins/out/angles of the ‘game’. And that makes complete sense since all the players are the same season after season. Well to a point yes as you see a “type” as the white alpha male, a religious crackpot, a Gay man or woman, a Black person and/or Mixed Race person, and they are often a former athlete or some type of strong physical presence, a “intellectual” and a sexy male and female counterpart. How far off the mark am I after not watching for years and just tuning back in the pandemic?
The issues of the pandemic was the secondary reason I tuned it as the producers had to alter the game structure and I knew this from The Amazing Race, the one reality show that has of and on followed format as stated above but the pandemic changed that dramatically as it happened mid filming. And with it may have changed the way the game goes forward but I will see in a few weeks if that held true. Survivor did two seasons without anyone knowing the changes and it made for an interesting season as the two must unlikely people won. Big Brother had a Celebrity version first and that was as expected a hot mess but it came on the heels of a revolutionary BB that had created the “Cookout” alliance based solely on race and in response to the endless kicking to the curb Black players for reasons that seemed about anything other than race.. yeah sure what.ever. It was. And with this as the format that would challenge the game I was curious and yes things did not change in the least it is still a piece of shit show, and Survivor will be back to its idiocy sooner not later as I struggled to finish the last season given the raging morons that dominated the show. I judge on intellect folks and there is so much lacking I am sure I would demand Jury Nullification if I was on either show.
Big Brother is currently on the air and for a moment it had an immensely diverse alliance of players that even I did not see coming. And with that few of them were actually game players, the smarter ones seemed to fail fast, as the case of Joseph the young Syrian Muslim. He simply believed that honesty to character mattered. No young man, that has zero elements in the social experiment that is Big Brother. The first evicted one, did so on her own request. She was a histrionic little girl who showed delusional behavior, high anxiety and behaviors that were distressing that had she stayed demonstrated I am sure some Racist components given her ire towards Taylor who personifies the “chocolate” description of Black Women I have become familiar of late. The other girls in her alliance were Brazillan, Black, Mixed race and White. But they all shared a similar dislike of Taylor based on this sole girls impression. A girl whom she met and knew for about what 24-48 hours? And this is the same in Survivor the Bachelor or other shows that have some component of social isolation and competitiveness for a financial reward be that money or a ring. I am not sure there is anything beyond the ultimate end as frankly does anyone care beyond that point? I can only think of two American Idol winners with careers beyond the show and they are again White Girls with one a religious kook. That must be what is the disability aspect of the contestants, being a person of “faith” as being a person with a physical one is not possible in this world. Survivor has had one Trans person and with that they were asked to leave due to some of the medications they were on and it put them at risk as well as others. Again when you are on any meds of any kind for anxiety or depression maybe going on these shows is not a good idea. The British version of Love Island have had several suicides of not just the contestants but a Host when they were excoriated in the press post series. There have been convicted felons and predators and with that one wonders how well they actually background check the players when they are in search of their “type.” And of course family members who are caught up in the lights of fame also cannot get a free pass as we have seen with a recent former Housewives daughter and a DUI. But many have problems with the law be it during filming or after, but she was hardly the first. There is some reality for you
So when I watch these shows I see people outright lie from moment one and I wonder what they are like in real life that someone enables or permits them from moment one to lie, scheme, plot and judge people they just met all to win some money all while being on camera and having a confessional where they have this moment to admit their truth and that somehow absolves them of being a nut fuck the remaining 23 hours of the day. It has to be exhausting and somehow character crushing. I get the short term lie of purpose at the moment and with that I saw Turner do that on BB when he knew Joseph was being evicted, he built fake trust and the morons he did it with will not question it as they have a shared brain and the collective IQ 75, borderline retarded.
Not that inside the house is much better, a mastermind who is an Attorney in real life making him predisposed to lying so why he did not tell his fellow players is amusing as just the work alone he will generate from many reality contestants will earn him more than the game ever would. And he is openly Gay and yet lies about his work? Really?
I get that it is game and that at one point you will have to manipulate, lie or cheat to push forward to attain the ultimate goal of winning but is is possible to do so without the collateral damage one leaves in a wake of doing so? I mean having sex on a pool floatie? I am sure Covid cleaning could not rid that house of the stains and odors that permeate that house on a given day; I would demand a blue light and a hazmat team to enter the property before I ever set foot in the building. But again you are being filmed, you are being watched and more importantly commented endlessly on social media which has a never a kind word for many.
Sorry but no it is impossible to build alliances on character or intellect or game play when you do not know someone and that takes time. It is based on the most extrinsic of factors and that is race, gender and overall looks. These shows perpetuate stereotypes they do not break them. I am so over them. If I wanted to be in grade school I would have stayed and taught there. Trust me Teachers are often worse than the students when it comes to whining and tattling. Abbot Elementary is not far off the mark. The idea that I want to play games as an adult in a social experiment where I am shown only at my worst, not my best. Not sleeping or eating properly and constantly under observation I would question my own mental health and self evict. That the one thing that girl did right. When I was a child I did childish things, when I became an Adult I put those childish things away. That is what these show are child’s play. Time to go back to school and learn something, how to treat others as you wish you were treated.