Call and Respond

That is phrase often synonymous with Churches. Music, Schools or with in fact Police radios. The idea is that a Speaker’s words are punctuated by the audience/listeners. In music this is called antiphony and that is the act of responding to the singer as a way of affirming and communicating with them directly as a type of dialogue. It is a history rich in African Culture that has long extended itself into the mainstream with many doing this in Civic Affairs. See a Donald Trump MAGA rally for example. Ah the irony.

But there is another Call and Response associated with Law Enforcement when a call is made to Police through 911 it is transmitted to the local force in the area and with they are to respond to the code used for the call. A common one is 10-31 Criminal Act in process. Another is 10-16 – Domestic Problem. And today’s Police seem to arrive to most calls as if was 10-32 – Gun or Firearm. Yes that is our Police force today, armed and ready at all times to protect us from apparently ourselves. 

When I read the article I have printed below, another from my former home State, Washington, was in the news about a settlement that literally paid the Officers off for killing the man on his way home.  This from the Washington Post:

Ellis was on his way home after picking up a late-night snack at a 7-Eleven when Burbank and Collins stopped him and engaged in casual conversation, according to a report from Ferguson’s office. The two then wrestled Ellis to the ground. In video footage of the incident, Ellis can be heard telling the officers multiple times that he cannot breathe.

The officers had said that Ellis was violent and had tried to get into a nearby car, compelling them to use force, though witness testimonies and video footage called those claims into question.

Could not find the code for that one.

So the protests, the rage, the anger and the money spent to “defund Police” or at least attempt to get Police to stop the mass shootings a massive failure.  I would consider 1200 plus people killed by Police via a neck or a gun or a taser, a stun gun or by running into them into a car regardless of the incident and where it happened and why, I my definition it is akin to mass murder. A type of Genocide that Police commit across the Country at least 3 times a day. 

So the new year has begun and the month of January is now half over. How many have died already? Well there is this one, but I assume they will be busy the next few weeks in which to hit those numbers. So every time you call, you know they will respond. Say their name.

2023 saw record killings by US police. Who is most affected?

Officers killed at least 1,232 people last year – the deadliest year for homicides by law enforcement in over a decade, data shows

Sam Levin in Los Angeles The Guardian Mon 8 Jan 2024

Police in the US killed at least 1,232 people last year, making 2023 the deadliest year for homicides committed by law enforcement in more than a decade, according to newly released data.

Mapping Police Violence, a non-profit research group, catalogs deaths at the hands of police and last year recorded the highest number of killings since its national tracking began in 2013. The data suggests a systemic crisis and a remarkably consistent pattern, with an average of roughly three people killed by officers each day, with slight upticks in recent years.

The group recorded 30 more deaths in 2023 than the previous year, with 1,202 people killed in 2022; 1,148 in 2021; 1,160 in 2020; and 1,098 in 2019. The numbers include shooting victims, as well as people fatally shocked by a stun gun, beaten or restrained. The 2023 count is preliminary, and cases could be added as the database is updated.

High-profile 2023 cases included the fatal beating of Tyre Nichols in Memphis; the tasing of Keenan Anderson in Los Angeles; and the shooting in Lancaster, California, of Niani Finlayson, who had called 911 for help over domestic violence. There were hundreds more who garnered little attention, including Ricky Cobb, shot by a Minnesota trooper after he was pulled over for a tail light violation; Tahmon Kenneth Wilson, unarmed and shot outside a Bay Area cannabis dispensary; and Isidra Clara Castillo, killed when police in Amarillo, Texas, fired at someone else in the same car as her.

Here are some key takeaways from the data and experts’ insight into why US police continue to kill civilians at a rate an order of magnitude higher than comparable nations.

Police violence is increasing as murders are falling

The record number of police killings happened in a year that saw a significant decrease in homicides, according to preliminary reports of 2023 murder rates; one analyst said the roughly 13% decrease in homicides last year appears to be the largest year-to-year drop on record, and reports have also signaled drops in other violent and property crimes.

“Violence is trending downwards at an unprecedented rate, but the exception to that seems to be the police, who are engaging in more violence each year,” said Samuel Sinyangwe, a policy analyst and data scientist who founded Mapping Police Violence. “It hits home that many of the promises and actions made after the murder of George Floyd don’t appear to have reduced police violence on a nationwide level.”

Some advocates say the lack of systemic reforms and continued expansion of police forces have helped sustain the high rates. Polls show most Americans believe crime is rising, and amid voter concerns about safety and violence, municipalities have continued to increase police budgets.

Monifa Bandele, an activist on the leadership team for the Movement for Black Lives, said that while state and local governments continue to rely on police to address mental health crises, domestic disputes and other social problems, killings will continue: “The more police you put on the streets to interact with members of my community, the greater the risk of harm, abuse and death.”

Many people were killed while trying to flee police

The circumstances behind the 2023 killings mirrored past trends. Last year, 445 people killed by police had been fleeing, representing 36% of all cases. There have been efforts across the country to prevent police from shooting at fleeing cars and people, recognizing the danger to the public. But the rates have been steady in recent years, with one in three killings involving people fleeing.

The underlying reasons for the encounters were also consistent. In 2023, 139 killings (11%) involved claims a person was seen with a weapon; 107 (9%) began as traffic violations; 100 (8%) were mental health or welfare checks; 79 (6%) were domestic disturbances; 73 (6%) were cases where no offenses were alleged; 265 (22%) involved other alleged nonviolent offenses; and 469 (38%) involved claims of violent offenses or more serious crimes.

“The majority of cases have not originated from reported violent crimes. The police are routinely called into situations where there was no violence until police arrived and the situation escalated,” Sinyangwe said.

Sheriffs’ departments and rural regions are driving the increase

In 2023, there were more killings by police in rural zip codes (319 cases, or 26% of killings) than in urban ones (292 cases, or 24%); the remainder of killings were in suburban areas, with a handful of cases undetermined. This marks a shift from previous years when the number of killings in cities outpaced rural deaths.

County sheriff’s departments, which tend to have jurisdiction over more rural and suburban areas and face less oversight, were responsible for 32% of killings last year; 10 years prior, sheriffs were involved in only 26% of killings.

Black Americans were killed at much higher rates

In 2023, Black people were killed at a rate 2.6 times higher than white people, Mapping Police Violence found. Last year, 290 people killed by police were Black, making up 23.5% of victims, while Black Americans make up roughly 14% of the total population. Native Americans were killed at a rate 2.2 times greater than white people, and Latinos were killed at a rate 1.3 times greater.

Black and brown people have also consistently been more likely to be killed while fleeing. From 2013 to 2023, 39% of Black people who were killed by police had been fleeing, typically either running or driving away. That figure is 35% for Latinos, 33% for Native Americans, 29% for white people and 22% for Asian Americans.

Albuquerque and New Mexico had the deadliest rates

Police in New Mexico killed 23 people last year, making it the state with the highest number of fatalities per capita, with a rate of 10.9 killings per 1 million residents, Mapping Police Violence found.

In one New Mexico case in April, Farmington officers showed up to the wrong house and killed the resident, Robert Dotson, when he opened the door with a handgun. In November, an officer in Las Cruces near the border fatally shot Teresa Gomez after he questioned why she was parked outside a public housing complex.

Albuquerque, New Mexico’s most populous city, also ranked highest in killings per capita among the country’s 50 largest cities. Albuquerque police killed six people in 2023, while many cities with substantially larger populations, including San Jose and Honolulu, each killed only one civilian last year. Some advocates have said gun culture in the state, particularly in rural areas, could be a factor in the high rates of police violence.

A spokesperson for the New Mexico governor, Michelle Lujan Grisham, said in an email that she was “committed to promoting professional and constitutional policing”, and noted the governor signed a bill into law last year “aimed at increased accountability for those in this critical profession”. SB19 established a duty to intervene when officers witness certain unlawful uses of force; prohibited neck restraints and firing at fleeing vehicles; and required the establishment of a public police misconduct database.

Spokespeople for Albuquerque police did not respond to an inquiry on Friday.

Few officers face accountability

From 2013 to 2022, 98% of police killings have not resulted in officers facing charges, Mapping Police Violence reported.

This contributes to the steady rate of violence, said Joanna Schwartz, University of California, Los Angeles law professor and expert on how officers evade accountability for misconduct: “Even with public attention to police killings in recent years and unprecedented community engagement, it’s really business as usual. That means tremendous discretion given to police to use force whenever they believe it’s appropriate, very limited federal and state oversight of policing, and union agreements across the country that make it very difficult to effectively investigate, discipline or fire officers.”

Problem officers with repeated brutality incidents or killings frequently remain on the force or get jobs in other departments, she noted.

Some cities experienced decreases in lethal force

Some cities with histories of police brutality had notably few killings in 2023. St Louis police killed one person last year, and there were no killings recorded by Minneapolis, Seattle or Boston police.

“It suggests that even places with longstanding issues can see improvement. It’s not fixed that they always have to be this way,” Sinyangwe said.

Bandele noted that community violence prevention programs have helped reduce reliance on police and limit vulnerable people’s exposure to potentially lethal encounters. Denver has received national attention for its program sending civilian responders to mental health calls instead of police. A Brooklyn neighborhood last year experimented with civilian responders to 911 calls.

“Every week, someone who needs mental health care ends up killed by police,” Bandele said. “But there are alternative ways to respond.”

All things Valentine

In fact this is all things about why we have the problems we have with regards to interpersonal relationships be they professional or personal. An entire issue of New York Magazine was devoted to or about modern etiquette. Some of it absurd and some of it, yes, practical.

I frankly do not care about strangers and with that I have to add my own rule and thta is in regards to the Gym. The gym is the number one place I feel has always been a weird fiefdom of some kind and a place to vent one’s own narcissism. Once the domain onf men and still largely so when it comes to this, women now are equally bizarre in their behaviors, attire and overall demeanor. True many go work and out and leave. I see them all the time, they are in, they are out and they mind their own business and do not feel compelled to sit, text, breathe as if they are taking in oxygen after a serious mountain climb. Or sound as if they are just about to orgasm. They are orderly and put things away and frankly are normal in their behavior and demeanor. Then we have the not at all sane group. Early in the pandemic I watched one man come it at my reserved time at 5 am and his workout after closing the windows was to jump rope, pace back and forth and do pushups all beside, behind or near me. There was an entire area that he could have used for all of this and kept the windows closed but nope, he had to do it near me. And this was in the early days, the six feet one. It was so disturbing I showed the Front Desk on camera what it looked like. He would often leave after 20 mins or sometimes I would and we would then congregate to see what he did after I left. He ran on the treadmill and the antics all stopped. So in other words it was to get me to leave. When I didn’t he did. He in fact was a runner and did so on the streets so this behavior was nuts and he moved out shortly after. Bye now.

Then there are the thugs. The men with hair buns, the hats, the hoodies and the need to slam windows shut then run up and down, push weights and run on treadmills and breathe, cough and hack. This goes on always for about 30 minutes then they leave. For the record none were Black, in fact the few Black men who do work out in our Apt gym are sane as hell and nice as hell. This is largely an Asian and White component. The two young White guys who got in a contretemps were equally nuts as only one decided to verbally abuse the younger of the two for not picking up a weight. I am not sure if it was in Assholes way or he had tripped on it but it was FUCK YOU PICK UP THIS FUCKING WEIGHT AND PUT IT AWAY. There were two in fact there and one belonged to the set on the other side of the room (it is an L shape room) and the young man did pick it up, put it away leaving the one that was there. Was it there before? Did he just leave it as he found it? I was not sure and myself and the other woman began to get nervous but the young man just then walked out the door. This enraged the man and he followed him out screaming at him demanding he return to pick up the other. He comes back slams the door and was clearly enraged. I immediately left.

Women are very different, they pose, they posture, they text, they sit. Some film videos, some text and they wear an assortment of clothing regardless of weather that hinges on “Hey do ya think this is is sexy come on and let me know” to “I may have body issues”. But they rarely grunt, breathe or give orgasm face.

And yesterday the weather was divine it is near 60 degrees and I went to the gym despite my idea to in fact go for a walk, but with that I went in and the one side was full, so I went to side to walk on the treadmill until the other side emptied. I opened the window in front of my treadmill, a man was at the treadmills in front of another set of windows and two treadmills away. He immediately starts shouting at me to close the windows it is February and that I am a stupid bitch and get the fuck out and wear a hoodie or something and rambling on to the point where I knew he was another nutfuck and I shut the window and walked over to the other side where a window was wide open and went on a vacant stairmaster. The better one freed up the woman and other man left, so I slightly shut one window and opened the one directly in front of me. Then I got on. He then comes over to this side I am on and immediately drops weights so severly I was so concerned. so I did turn around to ask if he was okay. I got an affirmative and he went back to weights and I went back to my business. After the 10 minutes or so (I guess that is the new workout now, the 20 min cycle one I see this repeatedly). I saw him pick up his hoodie and begin to leave so I opened the other windows to let in air and clear out the stuffy air, someone had also turned on a heater to 72 so I shut that off. Apparently he was not leaving or was but as he saw that I had done that came back to berate and abuse me. I asked why it mattered as I assumed he was leaving but since not I will shut all but the one in front of me. He rambled on telling me is was February again and I said clearly you have not been outside it is near 60 and like all raging white male assholes he informed me I was wrong. I turned on the gym tvs and showed him nope see. But then it was again more raging that I finally began to cry to ask why he felt so compelled over nothing to be so abusive to me as I simply like fresh air and that this room needs it with the coughing, hacking and farting and sir it SMELLS. But if you are leaving and if you are not in here why care? Well, he said he comes in and when it is so cold. Okay I am thinking but you are leaving? I did say that when he does find that so he can just start closing them, asking those directly in line with windows if that is okay as they well may be like me and like fresh air. You also can turn on a heater like the one in front of him on the treadmill that can blast heat right on him but that screaming and abusing a fellow tenant who is doing nothing to him is odd. He apologized but he was and is an asshole. How and why I managed to diffuse it was a miracle. After he left this time finally (a new workout for 20 mins that was all MY TIME), I opened the windows again and people came in and no one closed them and I finished and left. This is what it is like today, we are tiptoeing around each other as each day another random act of violence occurs and we lie in wait.

A quick summary of the last 72 hours. We had a car literally turn a restaurant into a drive thru. It is located just around the corner as is always packed, four individuals arrived at closing time, were drunk and demanded food. They were refused service due to this, so they threw a temper tantrum, then returned by driving a SUV into the front door of the joint, injuring two employees. Then yesterday at the school down the street an Elementary/Middle School combo one, Parents went at it. A Mother had a taser and a Father a Gun and were going to apparently finish a fight their children had been in. I have actually seen/experienced that before, decades ago at Rainier Beach HS and parents came to defend their children with bats, chains and brass knuckles. Those were the good ole days. But RB has consistent problems regarding violence and that has not changed. And then yesterday an Asian man in Brooklyn took off on a tear in a UHAUL he was living in through Red Hook killing one scooter rider, injuring a moped delivery man and Cops raced after him as he screamed, “I am not stopping!” He rammed the vehicle into Police cars blocking the street and was taken into custody.

In Michigan a man entered a University Campus and killed three. He is dead from a self inflicted gun shot wound. So why and how will never be known.

And it brings me back to Police Violence and why and how they shoot and why and they don’t. Well we definitely have Race as the predominant factor, the other is choice. They decide to either do or don’t. I don’t think it is all group think but I do think that in Memphis the Scorpion Unit was always highly charged and so they did what they did best – abuse. In the cases of Brooklyn or in Jersey City when they took the suspects into custody they did so with the idea that we are all watching so there was no need. Michigan it took care of itself. And in the case of the restaurant well you see 911 did not even bother to answer. This on the heels of two women, both Elementary Teachers being murdered by their Partners who managed to get out of town after the killings leaving behind children in their wake. The men who are believed to be the murderers are now in custody and another they are still looking for another third potential accomplice. But add to that a Newark Council woman murdered in her car last week, another violent crime which yet has no suspects or explanation.

And lastly the ultimate act of violence – Matricide. I read this story about a woman who murdered her three children and attempted suicide and is now being prosecuted for Murder. Rightly so. This is a white woman of privilege. She had access and availability of mental health, having been hospitalized once for post partum depression. Either she manipulated the providers or in fact they were utterly disinclined to further assist her on recovery and management of her issues. I suspect a little of each. But the irony is that it was in Massachusetts. I used to emphasize with these women until my own experience with “Karen” of 946. It is clear she is batshit and enabled by her Cop husband. The blacked out windows is another desperate cry for help. Don’t come near me you crazy bitch as I have no help to offer.

As I mentioned about the book Dirtbag, MA, the Author writes about his Mother and briefly about both his Maternal and Fraternal Grandmothers. It is clear with his Mother’s declining mental health, suicide attempts and her endless troubles functioning that her odd encounters with her own Mother (which he mentions in passing, a problem overall in this book) rendered her incapable of parenting and being a functioning adult. And with that the community knows, the Teachers know and it was why in Issac’s case one recommended a boarding school which was the right path. Had he not had that luck you wonder. Add to this, that being Catholic naturally the Church is to provide that sustenance and assistance and yeah it doesn’t. The book mentions the Church and where his Mother once worked and a predatory Priest. Not surprising in the least and their subsequent move to the city where his Mother was raised, largely for financial reasons as his Mother had troubles holding a job, the Father rarely present. As I said this book is chock a block full of shit just passed over, however, it leads us the reader and the Author to miss out on the wisdom of reflection if not the opportunity to fact check, get some second opinions by those actually involved at the time. But what the Church reminds me of is that thanks to these religious crackpots we are fucked (in every way possible) as we now are forcing women to breed like an animal. Many should not. Expect more child abuse and murders. And with that Domestic Violence and all that it entails. More abuse and more murders. Good luck with all of that.

So with that it is Valentines Day. Yikes. I will take a pass. I am over it all, Palantines, Galantines, no tines, what.so.ever. And more importantly if you need a single day to acknowledge the one you love you need to ask yourself why?

Stories from the heart

I read this this morning and my heart aches for those who have been lost to gun violence. There are many kinds, homicide, suicide and of course mass shootings. They all share the same fact – death by a gun – but the way they were killed and how they were killed, differ.

These are some from the Washington Post that are about 9 individuals killed by a gun. I have little more to add but to ask that you read these stories and make no judgements other than the fact they are American and almost all of them are of color they are also largely people who were working class, they were not Gangsters or involved in the act of a crime nor even doing anything that would make you go, “Hmm well that is what you get going out to, coming home at…” Guns did this and the people who had the guns got them easily and had no problem using them to kill. We always need a motive, how about “Hey I got a gun let me go shoot some shit. I got to make it right” Who they kill why they kill is secondary to the fact that they had a gun and they used it to shoot to kill a fellow human. What more motive do you need? All gun crimes are hate crimes.

These are nine stories from America’s homicide crisis.

Jaylon was on his front porch.

Jody was at the park.

Juanita was sitting in her car.

Violence found them all

By Washington Post Staff

Nov. 27, 2022

Fowler reported from Jackson, Miss.; Gilsinan reported from St. Louis; Cusick reported from New Orleans; Freedman reported from Memphis; Bailey reported from Baton Rouge; Connors reported from Cleveland; and Rosenzweig-Ziff reported from Washington, D.C.

Topper photos by Kathleen Flynn, Dustin Franz, Maddie McGarvey and Joe Martinez.

Photo editing by Natalia Jimenez. Copy editing by Dorine Bethea. Story editing by Amanda Erickson. Design and development by Stephanie Hays. Data analysis by John D. Harden. Design editing by Madison Walls.

During the last three years, homicides nationwide have reached their highest levels in decades.

The deadly spike coincided with the onset of the coronavirus pandemic: The rate of killings rose nearly 30 percent in 2020 and remained high through the following year, according to a Washington Post database created to track the toll. Even now, as the bloodshed has slowed, the homicide rate outpaces pre-pandemic levels.

This gun violence tends to grab headlines when it occurs in horrific public spasms: at a Walmart in Virginia, a nightclub in Colorado, an elementary school in rural Texas. But the focus on mass shootings obscures the totality of the American ailment: people killed on city streets and inside their homes, deaths that seldom attract national attention and cases that rarely involve high-profile prosecutions. In many, an arrest has yet to be made.

The slayings have left a trail of grieving families, neighborhoods in mourning and an untold number of people dealing with the trauma of sudden, brutal loss. And the toll is not equally borne.

Gun crime disproportionately impacts people of color, especially Black men. Victim data collected from each city profiled here show Black people made up more than 80 percent of the total homicide victims in 2020 and 2021. And while data show gun deaths have surged around the country, a number of cities lead the way.

The Post visited nine of these places, which have seen some of the nation’s highest recent murder rates. They are spread mostly across the South and Midwest. Some have long been in the spotlight for their homicide numbers, others have not.

In each place, monuments have sprung up to commemorate those lost, some informal and fleeting, others lasting — some public, some private. They mark a death, but just as important, they remind everyone who sees them of the lives lived: the aspiring aerospace engineer, the retired chef who cooked for the hungry, the teen so funny he was granted five minutes at the end of class to joke around, the 4-year-old who laid flowers on her dad’s grave last Father’s Day.

Cleveland

Lawrence Morgan, 17
‘He was my person.’

Bethany Rohrer, left, and a friend of her late son Lawrence Morgan comfort Allison Radulov during a vigil held in memory of Lawrence in Parma, Ohio.

Bethany Rohrer, left, and a friend of her late son Lawrence Morgan comfort Allison Radulov during a vigil held in memory of Lawrence in Parma, Ohio.

A couple of years before he was killed, 17-year-old Lawrence Morgan posted a sign on his bedroom door: “Guns Forbidden.

“He was always talking about how he hated how people carried guns,” said Joey Kline, Lawrence’s best friend since fourth grade. “He was just so against guns.”

He had other passions too. His mother Bethany Rohrer said her son loved basketball and making people laugh. He was goofy and endearing — one of his teachers even offered him five minutes at the end of every class to joke around, as long as he cut it out during lessons.

“Every memory I have of him is of us laughing and smiling,” Kline said.Lawrence’s uncle Bob Schnable puts together a picture board before a celebration of life ceremony.

Friends were always popping over to Lawrence’s house in Parma, a Cleveland suburb; his mother wanted it that way. The boys would sometimes wander to a nearby park or drive around the neighborhood. That is what they were doing the afternoon of June 21, when someone started firing.

At least 170 people were killed in Cleveland in 2021

Lawrence was shot seven times in the chest and died on the scene. Police later arrested Gunnar Glaszewski, 16, and charged him with murder and felonious assault. Gunnar and Lawrence lived a couple of blocks from each other and went to the same high school. “There was a six-month period where Gunnar was at our house every day,” Rohrer said. “Then they had a falling out, and they weren’t friends anymore.”

The day after Lawrence was killed, two of his friends created a memorial at the corner where he was shot. They wrapped a telephone pole in strips of crepe paper — red and purple, his favorite colors — and attached star-shaped balloons. At the base, they pinned a large piece of poster board with #LLL — Long Live Law.

That evening, they held a vigil. A small crowd of friends and family lit candles; Beyonce’s “Heaven” played in the background.

“He was my person, really the only person I could ever talk to,” said a sobbing Allison Radulov, a friend from middle school. “He’s just a genuine person, never out to hurt anyone.”

“Lawrence was such a good kid,” said Tashondra Forster. “He tried to direct my son on the right path. He was just a positive role model for him.”

St. Louis

Damion Baker, 25
He helped a woman to her car. Then the shooting started.

Family members of Damion Baker mourn near his casket during the memorial and celebration of life services at Lighthouse Baptist Church.

Family members of Damion Baker mourn near his casket during the memorial and celebration of life services at Lighthouse Baptist Church

Damion Baker was in elementary school when he picked up the phrase he’d use for the rest of his life: “Well, technically …”

It tickled his mom An’namarie Baker to hear her son carefully explain some finer point. The expression captured Baker’s essence, she said. He was witty and diligent, a leader in school and a Division I college football player who went on to run his own construction business.

262 people were killed in St. Louis in 2020

Baker was “cooler than a Cadillac with AC in hundred-degree weather,” his friend Kevin Spraggins Jr. said at his funeral. He had great taste in sweatshirts, An’namarie said, and gave “the best hugs,” according to his aunt Carlotta Baker.

That kindness was on full display on July 3 when Baker escorted a woman to her car in downtown St. Louis. The pair were shot in an attempted carjacking. She survived; Baker died at the age of 25. The case remains unsolved.

At a service in Baker’s honor, images flashed across the auditorium screen ahead of the ceremony. In one photo, Baker is a skinny kid with big ears. In another, he is a grinning teenager in a #17 jersey at Christian Brothers College High School. In one video clip, he is teaching his beloved niece De’Sanyi, now 5, how to brush her teeth. (“Don’t eat” the toothpaste, he advises her on the video.)

Baker dreamed of playing for the NFL, making enough money so his mother would not have to work. But when he realized that was not going to happen, he adjusted. “One thing D-Bake told me was, ‘if we’re stand-up men, that’s all our mama want,’ ” his cousin Abryon Givens said at the service.

Baker’s older brother Devon said their mother called the two of them her “Double Ds.” At an early age, they had decided that meant “dedication and determination.” The boys saw things through to the end, An’namarie said, “whether they liked it or not.”

An’namarie is focused now on ending the gun violence that has taken so many other children from their mothers. “Damion cannot just be some random number of homicide, and we move on to the next number,” she said. “It’s gotta look different.”

Columbus, Ohio

Glenn Clark III, 50
‘He was a proud daddy.’

The family of Glenn Clark III gather in Grove City, Ohio, to commemorate his death.

The family of Glenn Clark III gather in Grove City, Ohio, to commemorate his death.

As a high-schooler in the late 1980s, Glenn Clark III would get out of the shower and head straight outside. The only way to get his hair just right was to speed down the road past his family’s farm on his motorcycle, his family said.

He soon found joy working with his hands while tilling the sod fields at his home outside Columbus, Ohio. That passion led to a career as a mechanic working in factories in Ohio and Kentucky, where he moved with his then-wife, Deana Burke, and his two children.

“He was a proud daddy and a simple guy,” said Desere Adams, 54, his older sister. “He wore T-shirts with holes in them and loved riding his motorcycle. If I needed him, if they needed him, he was there.”After Clark was killed, his parents named their cat Happy, Clark’s nickname.

After he and Burke divorced 20 years ago, he moved back to work in Grove City, Ohio, to live with his parents.

Then, almost seven years ago, he met Rochelle Rice, now 53. On their first date, they spent five hours talking about Vikings — Clark knew everything about the Scandinavian seafarers’ history — and laughing. Two months later, they bought a house near Columbus.

In August, Clark received a promotion. That night, he went to a bar with members of his motorcycle club, the Avengers, to toast his new job. At the bar, a fight broke out. Five people were shot, and at least one bullet hit and killed Clark, one of two Avengers who died.

At least 100 people have been killed so far in Columbus in 2022

Nearly three months later, the police investigation is ongoing.

On what would have been his 51st birthday last month, Adams, Rice and the rest of the family gathered at Clark’s parents’ home to celebrate his life. They all wore their new urn jewelry — necklaces with his photo or Viking symbols and a small place for his ashes — and Adams, Rice and Shadow, now 28, showed the tattoos they had gotten to memorialize Clark.

“He was bigger than Everest in my mind,” Shadow said. “He was my hero.”

New Orleans

Shane Brown, 20
‘He was my little brilliant mind.’

Shane Brown, 20, was murdered in March. His body was found in a canal near this intersection in New Orleans East.

Shane Brown, 20, was murdered in March. His body was found in a canal near this intersection in New Orleans East.

At St. Anna’s Episcopal Church in the Treme neighborhood, the Rev. Bill Terry and his team have maintained a somber project. On large boards hung across the church’s facade, they handwrite particulars about each New Orleanian killed by violence. Date. Name. Age. Method.

Among this year’s names: Shane Brown. 20. Shot.

“He was my little brilliant mind,” his mother, Gloria Brown, 56, said.

At least 205 people were killed in the first eight months of 2022 in New Orleans

Nicknamed “the brain” by his family, Shane Brown was an avid reader and honor roll student who enjoyed programming and robotics. He was also socially aware, said E’jaaz Mason, 31, Brown’s digital media teacher at New Orleans Charter Science and Mathematics High School.

“You can tell he internalized a lot of what is going on in this country when it comes to Black boys,” Mason said. “He cared about the state of his people, and I always really respected that about him.”

Gloria Brown holds her phone showing a photo she made of an “S” she saw in the clouds recently. She said since he passed she has seen the shape in the clouds or in water and can feel his presence. Handwritten names, ages and method of death of New Orleanians killed are kept on a memorial on the facade of St. Anna’s Episcopal Church in the Treme neighborhood, including Brown, who was fatally shot. The program from Shane Brown’s funeral sits next to the Louisiana Film Prize he received for his 11-minute short, “Like a Ship Without a Sail,” when he was in high school. Brown, 20, was an avid reader and honor roll student.

As a junior, Brown approached Mason with an idea: He wanted to make a film about what Black boys experience in New Orleans.

“Kids used to come to me 10 times a day talking about wanting to make a movie,” Mason said. “But literally the very next day, Shane came with a double-sided sheet of loose-leaf paper, with a skeletal structure of a story.”

The two assembled a small team to bring Brown’s vision to life. The resulting 11-minute short, “Like a Ship Without a Sail,” swept the student awards at the Louisiana Film Prize the following spring.Gloria Brown sits at her kitchen table in Slidell.

A year later, as the covid-19 pandemic ravaged New Orleans, Brown graduated in a drive-through ceremony held at a local park. He turned down offers at engineering programs across the country to instead begin his undergraduate education at a local community college. Brown hoped to someday transfer to one of his dream schools, like Massachusetts Institute of Technology or Georgia Tech, with the ultimate goal of becoming an aerospace engineer.

By 2022, Brown was balancing his courses with a job at the port and getting around in his first car. Then this March, less than two weeks after his 20th birthday, Brown did not come home from work one day.

Five grueling days would pass before Brown’s body was discovered floating in a New Orleans East canal. Coroners later determined he died of a gunshot wound to the head.

Police made an arrest in the case, but Brown’s loved ones said they still do not know why he was killed. Gloria Brown instead tries to focus on appreciating the 20 years she had with her only child. “He was the person that I had asked for when I became a late mom,” she said.

Mason said Brown’s death signifies a loss of potential.

“You never know what that person would have done to improve and perfect our world,” he said. “And now we’ll never know.”

Memphis

Juanita Washington, 60

Juanita Washington’s photo sits outside the dance studio she loved.

“I just want to feel her presence,” said Ladia Yates, 32, owner of the Memphis dance studio where Washington worked as an administrator. “I don’t want anyone to forget her.”

Washington, 60, was fatally shot around lunchtime on Dec. 29, 2021, while sitting in her car in a Walgreens parking lot. A suspect was arrested in Las Vegas in March.

Homicides hit a record high in 2020 — and 2021 in Memphis

Yates had known Washington for nearly two decades. She and Yates’s grandmother Yvonne Paschal, who also works at the dance studio, had become particularly close.

“She was like our sergeant-at-arms,” said Paschal, 77. It was Washington who made sure everyone paid admission at events. She was loving but firm with the kids, and known for her honesty. “She was very open — you didn’t have to guess where she was coming from,” Paschal said.

“I just really didn’t have a friend like I had with Juanita,” she added. “I don’t have anyone that I can talk to and share things like she and I did.”

Washington was considered family by many employees of the studio where she worked for years before she was shot and killed. Yates, center, with some of her youth dancers, pose for a photo while wearing hoodies honoring the memory of Washington. Yates poses with some of her dancers around a memorial honoring Washington.

Washington’s spot at the front desk, beside Paschal, remains off limits. Yates held a candlelight vigil there in the days after the shooting, and has dedicated performances in Washington’s memory, tributes her studio has carried into performances this year.

The first of those came the day of Washington’s funeral — but took place 1,800 miles away in Los Angeles. Yates had committed to a competition there and did not want to back out. The specially choreographed opener, a swirling portrait of fury and grace set to gospel star Kirk Franklin’s “Don’t Cry,” was devoted to Washington.

Earlier that day in a Facebook post, Yates had written: “These folks don’t understand the beast that’s about to come out of me on this dance floor.”

Birmingham, Ala.

Jaylon Palmore, 13
He told his family he was going to be famous.

Kim Woody-Walker, the mother of Jaylon Palmore, stands next to the overgrown garden she and her son kept together. Since Jaylon was killed by a stray bullet on March 5, Woody-Walker has not been able to bring herself to clear and replant the garden.

Kim Woody-Walker, the mother of Jaylon Palmore, stands next to the overgrown garden she and her son kept together. Since Jaylon was killed by a stray bullet on March 5, Woody-Walker has not been able to bring herself to clear and replant the garden.pper

The quiet 13-year-old stood before his parents in their east Birmingham home and made a bold declaration: “Y’all just watch, I’m gonna be famous.A keepsake card from the funeral of Jaylon, who was killed at his home in east Birmingham by a stray bullet on March 5. Jaylon was an avid gamer and hoped to go pro when he became an adult.

It was the kind of thing kids always say, and Jaylon Palmore had said it before. Like the time he told his mother, Kim Woody-Walker, and her husband, Gregory Walker, that he would be a star football player. “You’re going to have to beef up, son,” they replied, smiling at the lanky teen.

But Jaylon’s real passion was gaming. So when he said it again, and told his parents to remember his gamertag — “You’ll be looking for Jaypop27!”— they were inclined to believe him.

After all, they watched the way he set his mind to something and followed through, like when his grades began to slip and they told him he’d lose the PlayStation if he did not shape up. The report cards that followed made his parents proud.

At least 100 people have been killed since the start of 2022 in Birmingham

Jaylon’s stepdad liked to rib him about all the time he spent in his room, controller in hand, headset on: “Don’t you have a girl you can speak to?” Walker would ask, joking with the son he had helped raise for a decade. But really, his parents did not mind the hobby. He was soft-spoken and introverted, and gaming kept him inside, safe and out of trouble.

“My baby said he was going to be famous,” Woody-Walker said. “But I did not know and I did not want it to be this way.”

On the afternoon of March 5, Jaylon was on the porch with some of his older sister’s friends when two cars drove past the house, and gunmen opened fire. The first bullet hit Jaylon in the back and tore through his internal organs. Another hit an older man in the arm; he would survive, but Jaylon did not. In September, more than six months after the shooting, police arrested a suspect in the case. They believe someone else on the porch that day was the intended target.

Jaylon was killed just weeks before his 14th birthday, just months before the end of eighth grade. At school, his teachers and classmates painted a banner with his name in bright blue script and released a raft of balloons in his honor. The sign at the building’s entrance read “We love you Jaylon.” At graduation, the school held a seat open in his honor, adorned with his photo and a rose.

Woody-Walker is waiting to set up her own space to celebrate Jaylon. The couple decided to sell their house, which was full of reminders of their son.

The family did not take many pictures, but they have a reel of memories: Jaylon stroking his mother’s face and asking, “Momma, why you so soft?”; and the time his dad took him fishing, and Jaylon showed him up, catching bream after bream.

The sound of Jaylon’s music, oldies like Frankie Beverly and Maze and Earth, Wind and Fire. And his eclectic sense of style, an outfit never complete without a colorful pair of sneakers.

On May 27, Woody-Walker visited her son’s grave with a big Happy Birthday sign. She cleaned up around the site, sat down and talked to him. She told him she loved him, she’d never forget him and that she would see him again one day.

“Just rest, baby,” she said. “Just rest.”

Baton Rouge

Leslie Joseph Riley Jr., 66
He said he would die under the tree he loved. He was killed there.

From left, Larry Mack, Mike Walker and Charles Russell hang out at a lot that has been a gathering place for longtime friends in the neighborhood in Baton Rouge. Their friend Leslie Joseph “Jody” Riley Jr. was killed there in the afternoon of July 24th.

From left, Larry Mack, Mike Walker and Charles Russell hang out at a lot that has been a gathering place for longtime friends in the neighborhood in Baton Rouge. Their friend Leslie Joseph “Jody” Riley Jr. was killed there in the afternoon of July 24th.

His name was Leslie Joseph Riley Jr. But almost everyone knew him as “Jody,” a gregarious man with a teasing smile who could often be found lingering in the shade of the towering oak trees at the corner of Tennessee and East Polk streets in South Baton Rouge.Riley is pictured in a family photo with his grandchildren Jaden Brown, right, Kyson Brown, bottom left, and Kensley Brown of Durham North Carolina.

A small vacant lot, it had for decades been an unofficial park for the locals. There were chairs and a grill, which Riley, a retired chef, often used to cook meals for neighbors who could not afford anything to eat. At 66, he had spent his life in the shadow of those trees, growing from a boy into an old man — recently joking with his family that he’d probably spend his last hours on earth in that very spot.

No one ever imagined that would be true. But on July 24, just after 3 p.m., a crackle of gunfire interrupted a sunny Sunday afternoon. Someone in a passing car had opened fire, spraying a volley of bullets toward the trees. Riley, who is not believed to have been the target, died at the scene. A second man, 20, was also shot but survived.

Gunfire has been the soundtrack of a violent stretch here in a neighborhood known as the Bottom — a nickname tied to its hilly terrain but which to some has also come to define the decline of what used to be the vibrant center of the Black community. Riley had been there through it all here, choosing to stay and raise a family even as businesses shuttered and homes fell into disrepair.

LEFT: A memorial plant was planted near where Riley was killed. RIGHT: Leslie Brown, second from right, and his daughters Jasmin Brown, left, Tonniesha Johnson, and Jada Brown, right, pose for a portrait in Leslie’s neighborhood in Baton Rouge.

Riley dreamed of becoming a chef and got his culinary arts degree. For years, he worked at Louisiana State University, cooking at a fraternity house and then at the student union. But at night, he returned to the Bottom to cook for his family, friends and neighbors.

149 people killed in Baton Rouge in 2021, nearly double the number killed in 2019

“He was always passionate about cooking, and that’s how he gave back to the community that he loved,” said Jasmin Brown, Riley’s granddaughter. “He cooked under that tree, all the time. For people he knew, for total strangers. That’s who he was. A man with a heart of gold.”

Riley was angry to see the neighborhood falling into decline, even as other areas of Baton Rouge were being revitalized. His oldest son, also named Leslie, had recently started a nonprofit aimed at drawing city resources and jobs into the community. Riley had recently played in a charity baseball game to raise money for the group. Now, a photo of him from that game is pasted to one of those towering oaks so central to his life.

In the days after the shooting, the spot sat eerily empty. Police have made no arrests. Nearby a sign waved from one of the trees: “Long live Jody,” it read.

Jackson, Miss.

Mariyah Lacy, 4
She buried her dad. Then the violence came for her.

Treasha Lacy, 55, holds a tribute blanket alongside photos memorializing her deceased son and granddaughter at her home in Carrollton, Miss.

Treasha Lacy, 55, holds a tribute blanket alongside photos memorializing her deceased son and granddaughter at her home in Carrollton, Miss.

Mariyah Lacy slips in and out of the video frame. The 4-year-old is in a pink tank top and ponytail, blue balloons around her. As the camera shifts toward the ground, Mariyah’s tiny gold sandals fill the screen. She lays flowers on her father’s grave.

The clip is from Father’s Day 2021. Mariyah had told her aunt she wanted to “go see Daddy.”Memorial signs remain outside the home of Treasha Lacy in honor of her deceased son and granddaughter.

A year later, her family would bury Mariyah beside him, both victims of Mississippi’s gun violence epidemic. Mariyah was shot sitting in the back of her mother’s truck on June 12. Her mother’s ex-boyfriend has been charged in the killing.

Jackson had the highest homicide rate per capita in 2021, with 153 killings

The family’s “ball of sunshine,” Mariyah was always telling jokes. She loved to be around people and gave everyone she encountered a hug. She liked to stay up late and watch cartoons; Treasha Lacy, her grandmother, would often make a pallet on the floor for Mariyah and her older sister to spend the night. She loved Ramen noodles and seafood; when her father Cornelius Lacy was alive, he would feed her crab legs.

Treasha wanted to honor her granddaughter’s “princess” spirit at her funeral. Mariyah’s casket was covered in images of mermaids, unicorns and butterflies. The toddler was buried in a blue-and-pink fluffy dress; Treasha knew she would have liked it.

Treasha doesn’t like to think about the moments after Mariyah was shot. Was she in pain? Barely 4 feet tall, Treasha’s afraid she knows the answer. “I try not to think she suffered but I’m pretty sure she did,” she said.

Treasha has suffered too. There are days when she is angry. Days when the house is quiet, and it is all just too much to bear. In those moments, she swears she can hear Mariyah running through the house, pulling on her pants leg, saying, “Nana, Nana, Nana.”

Family photos line every wall in Treasha’s home; Mariyah’s face is in half a dozen. A wall in the living room is dedicated to pictures of Cornelius. After Mariyah’s death, Treasha added three more photos of Mariyah, now hung underneath a portrait of her father.

They had the same eyes. Walking down the hall from her bedroom, Cornelius’s photos would greet Treasha each morning. She used to say “Good morning, Cornelius” aloud. Now she silently says good morning to them both.

“What helps me out so much is I know Mariyah is an angel watching over us,” she said. “She’s an angel, and she’s with her dad in his arms.”

Baltimore

Jesika Tetlow, 18
She always wanted to help.

Susannah Ford gathers with friends and family two months after her daughter Jesika Tetlow’s death.

Susannah Ford gathers with friends and family two months after her daughter Jesika Tetlow’s death.

She stood up for her intellectually disabled older sister, classmates who were bullied and any animal she could find. She convinced her family to rescue five stray kittens during two hurricanes. While walking into a Walmart with her mom near her home outside Baltimore, Jesika Tetlow, then 8, called the police because she saw a dog left by itself in a shopper’s car.

“She had this big huge heart for people and for animals,” said Susannah Tetlow, her mother. “She made people feel special and made them each feel like her best friend.”

In Baltimore, at least 200 people have been killed so far in 2022

In middle school, her friend who was having suicidal thoughts had been in the bathroom for longer than usual, so Tetlow volunteered to go look for her.

She found her friend trying to drown herself in the toilet of the school bathroom. Tetlow called 911 and helped save her friend, but the incident made going into school too painful. So Tetlow was home-schooled instead, her family said.

Ford pets one of the cats that her daughter Jesika Tetlow rescued. She had gathered with friends and family to memorialize Tetlow two months after her death. Ford and her son Josh Tetlow decorate a poster with pictures of Jesika. Tetlow was murdered inside a friend’s home during a home invasion.

But when the pandemic hit, forcing classes online, Tetlow thrived, her mother said. She developed an interest in medicine and decided she would either be a veterinarian or a doctor — or maybe both.

On Aug. 30, Tetlow, now 18, went to her friend’s house to take her online classes — she had continued to take classes online even when in-person learning resumed. That night, five masked people dressed in black raided the house. At least one of them had a gun, and shot Tetlow twice through the head and killed her.

Tetlow’s family found out the next morning. “My brain and my heart just shattered,” Susannah Tetlow said of the moment she found out.Tetlow was killed in a home on this block in Baltimore.

The police investigation is ongoing as the family figures out how to memorialize their daughter. A photo of Tetlow and her sister dressed up for homecoming has taken on a new meaning. Tetlow hated being alone and in the dark, so they all got necklaces with space for her ashes so she will always be with them. The family is also wearing turquoise bracelets that say, “Justice for Jesika,” and is hoping to start a foundation in her name.

Susannah Tetlow has also started attending a Thursday night meeting of grieving families at Roberta’s House in Baltimore. “It’s the kind of camaraderie you would not wish on your worst enemy,” Tetlow said of the group, which includes others who have also lost children.

But still, she has struggled to make sense of what happened.

“This is not normal. This is not normal for a city and a country to have so many shootings every day,” Susannah Tetlow said. “This is a human. This is my child. And now she’s gone.”

In other news

A nut fuck Covid denier hit up the blog here and wrote a comment about my Man’s Man entry, telling me “Get back your meds. Seriously” Really I do? I was on meds? What meds? When? Why? Where or who distributed said meds? In other words I hurt his teeny weeny penis and with that the best he could do in between writing his Covid denial blog was that. Hey thanks for playing!

I have been verbally bashed all day for my posts at WaPo discussing the most recent shooting. Again this is a pearl clutching, prayer baiting and hand wringing moment. Then it goes it finger pointing, blame seeking and denial. We are moving quickly to that as the day wears on and with 19 children dead I think that is expected. What will not happen will be any meaningful change with regards to the issue of guns and controlling them. Monitoring our personal data, knowing every move we make and take, not a problem. Thanks high tech! But even delaying a gun purchase well that is a right enshrined in the Constitution, the privacy thing as we are learning no it is not.

This is the 2nd Amendment in its originalist context and form: A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed.

Okay as the writers of the Constitution were in the middle of defending the right to our own Country and Democracy they were referring to a what we could say today, a Vigilante group. Or a small group of individuals deputized to protect their city or state from insurrectionists. Or could be just talking about making sure Guns were available and considered legal to own to protect the Country from the English or some other Country from invading. The type of guns they did not mention as there were only one kind – Muskets. With that hey I am all for anyone owning a musket, an AK-15 not so much. It did not exist and they were the original composers of the document, psychics that could foresee guns becoming fully automatic and adaptable to kill many and near and close range with bullets that explode and destroy upon contact, not really in their wheelhouse. So maybe Alioto could summon his psychic to channel a convo with one of the Founding Fathers to clear that one up. I have a couple of names if he needs them.

So as I continue to rally and when posed questions or verbally abused I respond, and then crickets. Just like a man who after he spittoons his jizz into you he is one and done. Oh today I am sick of it all. Name three women who have been mass shooters? No? How about one. And I am the first to come after women but in this one I cannot.

And then this news: Joe Garcia, the husband of Irma Garcia, one of two teachers shot and killed in Uvalde, TX on Tuesday, has reportedly suffered a fatal heart attack. Joe and Irma were high school sweethearts and married 24 years. They leave behind four children. In other words, now more children who suffer at the hands of the shooter. Again no name there let’s be consistent.

So if you really want to hurt me, well sticks and stones may break some bones but an AK-15 can do a fuck lot of damage. Continue with the abuse your words mean nothing as I have learned here we do fuck all nothing. Although Senator Murphy from Connecticut (a founding State btw) is demanding all voices to rise.

Senator Chris Murphy has called for a “popular uprising of citizens” to pressure Republicans to support gun laws following the Uvalde massacre.

Speaking at a press conference Wednesday morning on Capitol Hill, alongside fellow Democratic lawmakers and activists from Everytown for Gun Safety, the Connecticut senator said he would be talking with Republican lawmakers in the coming days to try to pass compromise legislation:

We’re going to extend a hand of partnership to those who have been sitting on the sidelines, to those who have chosen to side with the gun lobby… to try to find a path forward to makes our streets safer, to make our schools safer.

[We hope] we will be facilitated in finding that common ground by a popular uprising of citizens who are going to make clear: if you don’t do the right thing here, you aren’t coming back here.

It has to stop it must stop. And here is an interesting story about a gun and a murder. You decide. Trigger warning… pun intended.

The only trial that really matters

How to Murder Your Husband writer found guilty of murdering husband

Portland jury finds Nancy Crampton Brophy guilty of killing chef Daniel Brophy in June 2018

Oliver Holmes the Guardian Thu 26 May 2022

A jury in the US city of Portland, Oregon, has convicted a self-published romance novelist who wrote an essay titled How to Murder Your Husband of fatally shooting her husband.

The 12-person jury found Nancy Crampton Brophy, 71, guilty of second-degree murder on Wednesday after deliberating for two days over Daniel Brophy’s death, according to reports.

Brophy, a 63-year-old chef, was killed on 2 June 2018 as he prepared for work at the Oregon Culinary Institute in south-west Portland.

Crampton Brophy showed no visible reaction to the verdict in the crowded Multnomah county courtroom. Lisa Maxfield, one of her lawyers, said the defence team would appeal against the decision.

The defendant’s 2011 how-to treatise detailed various options for committing an untraceable killing, written in the form of a brainstorming exercise for writers.

Its opening reads: “As a romantic suspense writer, I spend a lot of time thinking about murder and, consequently, about police procedure. After all, if the murder is supposed to set me free, I certainly don’t want to spend any time in jail. And let me say clearly for the record, I don’t like jumpsuits and orange isn’t my color.”

The blogpost went on to detail motives – financial, “lying, cheating bastard”, abuser – and a discussion of possible methods. Knives were “personal and close up. Blood everywhere”, while poison, “considered a woman’s weapon”, was too easy to trace, Crampton Brophy wrote. Guns were “loud, messy, require some skill”.

The circuit judge Christopher Ramras had excluded the essay from the trial, noting it had been published several years ago. Jurors were not allowed to consider it in their judgment. A prosecutor, however, alluded to the essay’s themes without naming it after Crampton Brophy took the stand.

Prosecutors told jurors Crampton Brophy was motivated by money problems and a life insurance policy.

However, Crampton Brophy said she had no reason to kill her husband and their financial problems had largely been solved by cashing in a portion of Brophy’s retirement savings plan.

She owned the same make and model of gun used to kill her husband and was seen on surveillance footage driving to and from the culinary institute, court exhibits and testimony showed.

Prosecutors alleged Crampton Brophy had bought a “ghost gun”, an untraceable firearm kit, and swapped parts with a shop-bought handgun.

Police have never found the gun that killed Brophy.

Defence lawyers said the gun parts were the inspiration for an idea Crampton Brophy’s had for a new book and suggested someone else might have killed Brophy during a botched robbery.

Crampton Brophy testified that her presence near the culinary school on the day of her husband’s death was mere coincidence and that she had parked in the area to work on her writing.

Crampton Brophy has been in custody since her arrest in September 2018. She will be sentenced on 13 June.

“I find it is easier to wish people dead than to actually kill them,” Crampton Brophy wrote in her 2011 post. “I don’t want to worry about blood and brains splattered on my walls. And really, I’m not good at remembering lies. But the thing I know about murder is that every one of us have it in him/her when pushed far enough.”

Brawling in Class

I think we all have stories about how something happened in school that ended in fisticuffs.  Well today it is a daily occurrence which add to that fear of a mass shooting, some type of escalation into gun violence or just a situation that gets out of hand and people are injured, arrests are made which has definitely put a new spin with regards to schools being safe spaces.  Irony which is not lost on me here in Nashville where a gun report happens every three days.

The Doctor yesterday is utterly oblivious to the current state of schools and during my rant I asked him what he knew about the school his daughter goes to, such as how many Subs are covering classes, did any Teachers leave already at this point into the year and what are the suspensions or discipline rates in school?  He knew none of it.  I asked him if he knew about the problems at a recent high school football match between two local schools that led them to be banned from play or the girls soccer fight last year between the two most “acclaimed” high schools that led to games forefitted?  How do I know?  I read the local paper and in turn follow some blogs that go out of their way to document the stats on schools. So much for giving a shit right?

I found it this year at a school I had not been to  in quite some time why the Teacher was fired for bringing a gun – threats by Parents.  Only next week the Coach to be terminated for striking a student.  The same school profiled by the news about escalating student violence which I had also experienced first hand the first time I was there leading a Sub across the hall from me to walk out.

Then we have had the same school I was at a week ago that shoved me into the windowless black room where once the ParPro aide left went into full tilt boogie weird and the subsequent denial that normally the school is good.  Yes tell that to the Football Players, the Drug Dealers or the Coach that was accused of abusing students there as well. 

This last week brought two more stories about Teachers being assaulted or assaulting kids. I was just relieved it was not here for a change.   First there was this story about a child assaulting an Admin but that was followed up by the Los Angeles Music Teacher who threw down some notes attached to fists when a kid verbally abused him.   There are numerous stories about Teachers being assaulted and abused by Students, one murdered and raped by a student when in after school tutoring.    Funny how we love talking about Teachers raping and molesting students but in reality the confusion and boundaries are often so blurred today with the emphasis on “loving” students and taking on some role that blurs lines when it comes to emotional attachments.  I know from personal experience here in Nashville I have never seen anything like this with students confused about boundary setting and the need to agitate and denigrate adults which does not excuse any of this but may lend to explain it.

And today a young man murdered his mother after getting a D on his report card.  And this is why I never failed kids as you never know what goes on in the home so here is another example of guilt by association. 

Parents are now disrupting everything from daily school lessons, sporting events and even graduation ceremonies. This takes helicopter parenting to a new level.  As they say the apple doesn’t fall from the tree.  I have said for a long time a child is a reflection of the adult holding the mirror or more importantly the one not. 

Teachers are not equipped to handle any of the deep seated problems that come from abuse, poverty and neglect which no test results will ever provide.  And then to arm them with guns has to be the dumbest fucking idea ever as this will too end up with more shootings and death.  Funny that while school halls are lined with signs about bullying the reality is that these same children bully any adult they encounter in an attempt to level the playing field in the same way gun shooters do only with less blood. 

This from The Educators Room

Let’s start with a definition:  bullying is the use of superior strength and influence in order to influence and/or intimidate others in order to reach the desired outcome.  We know this definition well in regards to students bullying other students:  the clever put-down, the thrown food, the nasty names, the snide remarks, social media bashing, and the like.  What many fail to realize, however, is that teachers are just as much a target as students to the physical and verbal abuse of their students.

Media outlets have reported in the past about teachers who have been bullied and the footage caught on cell phone camera.  I read one article in which a substitute teacher was verbally and physically harassed by students.  Verbal taunts were used and the teacher was repeatedly flicked in the face by students’ fingers.  When a report was filed, it was told that charges would not be pressed against the students and it would be handled within the school by the administrative team.  I read nothing regarding the consequences for those students. It makes me wonder, then, how many times incidences like this occur and go unreported because the teacher feels powerless and victimized to the point that they wonder if there is any purpose to even saying anything about the behavior within the classroom.

The reality is as  Substitute you have no power and the schools will not assist you in the least. It was why I walked out the time the racist card was tossed as I did not need what I now call The Starbucks moment.  

And as I have said the kids learn this from example.

A teacher from Augusta, Maine, was so traumatized by her principal and superintendent that she didn’t want her name or school mentioned, but wanted to share her story because she believes the pervasive problem of workplace bullying has gone on unchecked for too long.
“I am sufficiently frightened enough by my former employers to fear that maybe they could still hurt me,” she says. “I need to get a new job but won’t be able to do so if I am unable to receive even one recommendation from an administrator.  I know it and so do they.”

Carv Wilson, a geography teacher at Legacy Junior High in Layton, Utah. He’s been an educator for 18 years, and has seen teachers bullying each other to get their way, as well as aggressive parents who fly off the handle and threaten and intimidate their child’s educators. But he says the worst case of ongoing workplace bullying he witnessed was by a principal.

And again all from the same who are employed to Teach Tolerance. Irony much?

I cannot say enough and by enough I mean badly enough emphasis on bad on what I have seen these last three years in Nashville Schools.  This extends into the community with the Board having problems, race cards tossed there and the use of the bully pulpit emphasis on bully to demean and degrade other members over a disagreement on policy.  They are a class act here and again very demonstrative of the Nashville Way and by way I mean crazy.  

Mother Madonna Whore

Women fall into three categories –  Mother, A Saintly figure who is to be sexualized but not touched and whore bag. I fall into that last classification clearly.  Why? I am not a Virgin, I am not a Mother and I sure as hell never was a Saint.  And I realized the other day as I began another blog post on a similar subject I realize that women are also prey.  And we have no instinct nor awareness that those in the animal kingdom have regarding that precarious position on the food chain.

The endless stories in the media of late of women joggers getting murdered or assaulted.   Women being murdered by their significant other, women being raped by bosses, women being murdered doing their job, being at home, being at school, just being women seems to be the single reason women are just murdered.  Some of it is personal some of it not but the common thread is that a man has made the decision to end their lives and that is reason enough.

There was the Jogger this week, the Golfer, the Wife and Pregnant Mother a few weeks back, the College Girl Mollie Tibbetts  and a maniac who impregnated a 10 year old girl.  And, of course,  the Kavanaugh story that took place in a elite suburb with kids from an elite school the epitome of what defines “White Privilege”  We just finished the trial of the killer of the Nurse stabbed death in her apartment a story that played out over National news and it took place a quarter of a mile from my own home.   She was pretty, Southern and a Nurse the trifecta of what defines VICTIM.  Of course her door was unlocked after her male companion left it open after he left her unit, 30 minutes after bringing her home from a night out.  Did they have some type of sexual encounter or was she so drunk she passed out neglecting to see her friend out and secure the door? I have no clue but it enabled someone to come in and harm her.  Her roommate was sleeping the room next door and it appears did not awaken until she heard screaming.  Why did this happen at all?

In Nashville the crime matters if you are white and recently a rape occurred just South of me and the victim was pregnant and that led to the capture of her rapist, a teenager. Great.  But we have many women here victimized and abused, one District Attorney quit last year as he felt that the head of the Department neglected to pursue rape cases and particularly those from complaints via the school district.  One “lauded” Principal asked the victim what she did to bring this on? Well it was a woman who was sexually molesting her and there alone may also have added to the issue and both were women of color so two strikes one more an  you are out.

Just being a woman makes you prey.   And maybe pray to somehow never get harmed, never get assaulted, never have a spouse abuse you or be victimized just for being you.  We do a shitty job teaching women how to realize that no, we have not come a long way baby.  Women are there to be fucked, get fucked and when not having children and not complaining. Wow we are making America Great Again.  I know few women in the Millennial cohort who realize I came of age when abortions became legal, when issues about Gender and Sexuality were tied with those issues regarding Race and yet here we are back to square one.  I recall a Neighbor being taken by my Mother and her friend  a Nurse to a Doctor that performed “D&C” as they were called.  I recall a girlfriend getting Pregnant and having to go get the money and find someone to “take care of it.”  Yes those were the good ole days.

There is this true disconnect between recalling the past and living in the present.  I don’t live in the past but it affects my present just as my present affects my future.  I get it I really do.  I am not surprised that a teenage girl would not tell anyone and wait until she was an adult to discuss the trauma of what happened to her at a party, on a date, walking home, with a family member or any other scenario.  Who in the flying fuck sits around and then suddenly “remembers” that? No one. Hey you never forget you only wish you could.

But the reality is that many women simply refuse to realize that one wrong word, one wrong glance, one drink too many is all one thing a man needs to go off the deep end.  Do all men? I am beginning to wonder.  I can’t recall a man I have met of late that is descent human being so right there I wonder. Oh wait the nice man in the coffee shop and that was that but that was a minor civil encounter and exchange so who the flying fuck knows, I sure as hell don’t.  I was one of the women who thought it would never happen to me and it did.   And it changes you forever.

This article in The Washington Post appears to think adults are idiots and don’t realize that shit does not change.  I don’t think we are but we want to believe Scully we really do. Sorry but I have been around kids off and on for 20 years and they baby duck imprint around 6th grade and it is then you can see a fairly good indication about the adult the child will become.  True grades 7-10 are pretty horrific and that crosses the board but again that seems light years after its over.  But for some it doesn’t and you don’t just “forget.”  Again does anyone forget trauma? Or do they rebrand it?

Odd how forgiving and forgetting we are with Kavanaugh but ask that young Black juvenile male who made a single mistake and is now paying for it, tried as an Adult and penalized as one being sent to an Adult male prison at 17 for 20 years.  Gee he doesn’t get that free pass as defined as “boys being boys” and “silly things done while in college”  Okay then, the exceptions to the rules and again the true definitive of “White Privilege.”

No one believes you, no one supports you, no one cares about you unless they CHOOSE to.  You are on your own kid and ladies if you think that has changed think again.  The recent New York Review of Books brouhaha, Hockenberry’s rant in Harpers, Louis CK resurgence tells you we are one step away from a Harvey Weinstein film festival with Bill Cosby as host.

Angry? Check.   Depressed? Check?  Going on with life? Check. But I go alone and I miss having affection, a caring reciprocal relationship but it is what it is.  I know for a fact that the men in Tennessee are two fucked up for even a date. They were so proud of late of dropping down in stats regarding domestic violence. We used to be number 4 in the nation for women dying from it we are now number 5.  See those 100 people a day moving here are good for something. But this is the South and the Mama lore and idolatry is number three here, right after Sports and then the rest is a crapshoot but as long as they all go to Church on Sunday all is forgiven.  That is the buckle of the belt, the better to beat you with.

The Interview

Ah but which one?  The 60 Minutes Betsey DeVos one or the OJ one taped in 2006 but finally aired the same night on Fox. It was dueling Banjos of crazy – a Murderer vs the Secretary of Education who has no experience in actually Education. In other words a typical vs atypical Trump appointee.  Shame OJ would work well in there as he is as  delusional grandiose liar and there are plenty of jobs open.  Oh wait the black thing.

I have elected to simply just go fuck it.  DeVos said nothing new as she never says anything. She always seems as if she is one step from getting run over by a truck given the Deer face she gives.  It is a cross between shock and awe that anyone would run down Bambi!

OJ was way more fascinating with his strange veering between conjecture and hypothetical and the mythical entity that he imagined nor could he not recall the scene of the murder of his former wife, the mother of his children and her friend.  The maniacal laugh and the delusions of grandeur and denial masking his face as he discussed his hypothetical vision of the murder was the same face DeVos had when Lesley Stahl had the audacity to question her logic and facts. And in fact failed to even truly cross her on her claims of Florida as a success so I can only imagine what would have happened then.

I have really struggled with the bullshit that religion seems to provide and in turn enable people to bring all kind of harm with their convoluted logic and beliefs.  I was talking with my Barista about the two dogmas that dominate – the work ethic and the martyr that work in simultaneously contradiction and collusion to somehow validate and excuse the racism, the poverty and the repressed rage.  Its like the expression goes:  All that an a bag of chips in which to explain the strange character of the Southern persona.  Chips being the ones on the shoulder that are generational deep and are tied to the Civil War and will NEVER be resolved.

We were talking about the parallel universe of Seattle and Nashville that I have written about that defines the face they put forward but belies a much darker background.  Seattle “nice” is the Seattle “Freeze” (meaning that Seattle is nice to your face but closes the door beyond that) and Southern Hospitality is the Blessing of Heart (meaning that nice to your face but disimissive and smack talking behind your back as you are not from here).  Both are passive aggressive behaviors that come from isolation.  Geographic or emotional in the way the South wished to cede but the North is just by location and that defines how people see themselves in relation to the big picture.  Newcomers don’t change it they be it.  Its called survival.

I read this today on Curmudecation regarding DeVos:

People look at this disconnect and think, “Well, only a dope could think that these policies actually helped these states. Betsy DeVos must be a dope.”

I think the conclusion that she’s a dope is a mistake.

Here’s another theory. Let’s assume that getting a good education to every child is not a goal. Let’s assume instead that the goal is to have education functioning on the free market, free of public institutions and government meddling. Let’s assume that seeing some businesses prosper and profit is further proof that the market is working properly. Let’s assume that directing public money to religious schools at the expense of government programs is a desirable and commendable outcome. In fact, let’s assume that in such a system, having some schools and students sink to the bottom is a desirable outcome, because the free market is supposed to reward the deserving and allow the undeserving to sink to the low level where they belong. And if gutting public education has the effect of gutting unions and taking power away from those damn Godless Democrats, well, that’s only right, too.

If we assume those things, then Michigan and Florida are unqualified successes.

So you can assume that DeVos calls these states a success because she’s a dope, or you can listen to what she’s telling you about her goals, which is that those states have come close to achieving them.

The interview includes a clip of someone calling out her wealth, and there’s the usual speaking against the idea of federal overreach (by which she seems to mean “reach”) including the now-characteristic insistence that certain bad things shouldn’t happen in school, but it’s not the government’s place to do anything about it. Nor is she ever going to really acknowledge systemic racism. The most charitable read for that last one is that she just doesn’t get it; the least charitable read is that DeVos is simply racist herself (those black kids wouldn’t get in so much trouble if they didn’t deserve to, because you know how they are).

And throughout the interview, there’s that voice and that smile. That same rictus of a smirk. What is up with that?

I have a thought.

Any analysis of DeVos that doesn’t factor in her religious views, her brand of Midwestern fundamentalism, is a mistake.

Looking at that smile, I was reminded of an old Christian admonition- “Be in this world, but not of this world.”

It’s a view that people of faith, people who have been elevated by a relationship with a personal Lord and Savior, do not actually belong in this dirty, debased world. The rules of this world cannot be their rules. To achieve Godly goals, they may have to use worldy tools, even pretend to go along with worldly rules, but this is stooping to achieve a higher purpose. God will even give His chosen tools (like earthly wealth and political power), but they must avoid being seduced by worldly things, including a desire for worldly acclaim and recognition. That means, among other things, that the Chosen don’t owe these earthly, debased, going-to-hell persons an explanation. You can be in the world with these people, and maybe feel sorry for them, but there is no need to connect with them– you are almost like two separate species, passing each other for a brief moment as you travel to two separate destinations, you to eternal glory in Heaven, and they to endless damnation in Hell.

So you smile. You smile hard, because it shows that you’re still better than they are, and that you haven’t stooped to their level. You smile even as they say mean things about you, because if the people of this world mount powerful forces against you, it’s just further proof that you are right (and they are wrong). In fact, you are so right, and so sure of it, that real conversations with them aren’t necessary because what could you learn from people who are so low and earthly and wrong? But you go through the motions to show that you’re the bigger person, and because sometimes worldly tools must be used to achieve divine goals. You smile.

Betsy DeVos’s smile is the smile of Dolores Umbrage or the Church Lady. It’s an angry, flinty smile, a smile that says, “I am in this world, but I am not of it, and some day I will rise above it and leave you behind.”

I know, I know. I am engaging in more armchair psychiatrist than people who just skip straight to, “She’s a dope.” But when I look at her, I see a face that I saw dozens of times on the United Methodist Youth Fellowship circuit. I always wondered how those folks would grow up, and in most cases life beat them into a humbler, kinder shape. Betsy DeVos looks to me like how they would have grown up if they had been bubbled inside enough wealth and privilege to convince them that they were right all along. There’s no humility there, and no kindness, though I would bet that DeVos thinks she has kind thoughts about the rest of us, and I suppose she does, in the same way that some folks have kind thoughts about scraggly stray cats. But not only is she not of this world, but she hasn’t been in it all that often.

I don’t believe for a minute that DeVos is a dope. I think she’s worked very hard at packaging her core beliefs, knowing that in this world you can’t just say “Close all public schools, hand education over to religious schools, give everyone a voucher.” You can’t just say “There should be no collectives except the Church, and it should admit only those who deserve to be there.” You can’t just say, “Some people are supposed to be poor and miserable, because if you don’t properly follow God’s word, you’re supposed to be poor and miserable.” You can’t just say, “My wealth is a sign from God that I have been anointed to do His work.” You can’t just say, “Your opposition to me just proves that Satan is mobilizing against me in this world.” Your silence on all these matters is just a price of being in this world. But since you are not of this world, you won’t have to pay that price forever.

If DeVos sometimes seems confused by questions asked by worldly interviewers and worldly Congressmen, it is in part because they are following a worldly script that she rejected back in her youth. If she seems confused, it may not be because she doesn’t get it, but because she still can’t quite understand why the rest of us don’t get it.

Betsy DeVos is not a dope. I wish more people would see what she keeps putting right in front of our collective face. She has a vision of what education and government should look like, and if it seems that her vision is dangerous and damaging to the world, that does not matter to her, because this world is not her home.

The Evangelicals that voted Trump are not voting for the man that is absurd but they will vote Republican as that is truly their belief that party not person matters and the Republican party will always look out for their interests  – regardless.  Today’s new Evangelicals are a different breed and  some are admitting he is not their man.  Well ladies you voted for him you live with him and that may explain the opioid crisis as to live with these bitches you need to be stoned. Imagine being married to DeVos? See my point?

When I go shopping and encounter women clerks I do pray they are younger as they are just stupid but the older ones I shudder. They are so fake, so clearly insincere and stupid you want to smack them or get OJ’s “friend” to drop the knife as they cannot even wait until you leave the premises to roll eyes and smirk while speaking to them.  These are women making minimum wage and have the reading and comprehension skills of a 6th grader and when buying cosmetics it as if you are running hurdles simply asking questions about certain brands or what they have that is commensurate that will work.  Recall in my last blog the tip about when speaking to stupid keep it stupid.  Welcome to Nashville!

The idea that religion absolves you from morality and in turn excuses you your immorality may explain the entire Republican party.  What once was a courtship is now a marriage and they will never get divorced as they simply cannot afford it.  And as you can see the extended family have moved it and it may take awhile to get them out of the house. Hey OJ is free and he has time on his hands.  

In Harms Way

The last few days have brought many acts of violence to the forefront. Some by individuals and some by States and Countries.

We have the bizarre dick off happening in the Korean Peninsula or is it?

Then we have the maniac killing a man and broadcasting it on Facebook. How many “Likes” did it get? I am truly mystified by Facebook and why anyone feels this is a good thing. From the fake news to online harassment there is little good to be had there and when they are using the real press as a way of communicating with their followers you have to ask why?

We have had a shooting here in Tennessee that got no national play (do we ever make the National news oh wait when football players abuse a puppy) only this was an angry woman coming to take back her man or whatever. Okay there are a lot of shootings in Tennessee and I wake up to the news everyday on one type of shooting or another. Guns here are like opioids, everyone is into it. And the shooting at the school in San Bernardino, a town not unfamiliar with gun violence, killed botha Teacher and a Student because the estranged husband really wanted to put the strange into that sad ending.

We also have the death of a shooter in a mall in Washington State last year. At the time it was clear his mental health issues were the motive versus his culture or background, but sure blame that as that is the reason du jour. But is all over now as he is now found dead in his cell. His final act of violence was towards himself. Isn’t that almost all acts of violence really about?

Then we have the “anniversary” such a positive word about such a negative event over the Virginia Tech shooting a decade earlier. Which for the record was actually not the worst shooting at that time but who counts this shit?

Which sadly brings me to Sandy Hook and the everlasting grief these parents feel over the loss of their children. They found no advocates in Congress to stop the carnage by simply changing laws so instead they formed a group that is to educate the Teachers and Children the watch words, the signs that they may be victims themselves. What is truly sad is none of that mattered with regards to Sandy Hook. The boy who brutally murdered on that day was not a Student, was not a member of Staff and never attended the school. His was a random act of violence and no preparation nor warning would matter. The endless safety checks and drills cannot change that so instead we instill fear and some type of odd responsibility onto children to determine one’s mental health. And while many Children have forewarned others and managed to stave off said acts by classmates, many have not. So what then? How as a child do you reconcile that guilt for failing to find someone to take one seriously and then what about those who exploit and use said vulnerability to manipulate the situation.

And as I read about each shooting and each act of violence, be it terrorist or just domestic assault it still renders the question about the issue of gun control. All of centers around our inability to stop anyone from getting a gun and reeking havoc on the public. And while yes we are seeing acts of terrorism that centers around the use of large vehicles in Europe, the reality is that the devastation while none the less is horrific it is nowhere the near the carnage level we saw in France a year ago when guns were used. Guns are by far more dangerous and deadly.

And then we have the state sanctioned murders in Arkansas much akin to a conveyor belt of killing. The duplicity and idiocy of this continues to amaze despite the reality that we may never know the truth behind their convictions or even if they were/are guilty. The point of this is what exactly? Gruesome revenge?

And this story from Radley Balko’s The Watch blog on The Washington Post says it all, or as I say, I see, says the blind man.

We are moving back towards a darker time and a more paranoid time. The incarceration nation is hungry and needs to be fed. Sessions, the Evil Smurf, has no problem in moving the time clock back to a time when oppression and suppression are rights best unserved.

Lastly, Iowa once again proves to me that it is a state not worth visiting ever. This is why we have a problem with guns. Stand your ground means getting killed on it. And the Trump nation roars on with a new type of civil disobedience that is anything but civil.

Iowa’s most expansive gun rights bill ever is now law

By Kristine Phillips
The Washington Post
April 18 2017

With one stroke of a pen, Gov. Terry Branstad made Iowa one of the friendliest states in America for gun owners.

Branstad, the long-serving Republican governor selected by President Trump to be ambassador to China, signed a bill that many say is the most comprehensive and broadest piece of legislation on gun rights the state has ever seen. House File 517 will, among other things, allow citizens to use deadly force if they believe their lives are threatened; it will also allow them to sue local government officials if they think gun-free zones have violated their Second Amendment rights.

The signing of House File 517 last week marks the end of a decades-long battle for a bill that does more than make incremental changes to the state’s gun laws and will bring Iowa in line with its more gun-friendly neighbors such as Missouri and Wisconsin, said Barry Snell, president of the Iowa Firearms Coalition, an advocacy group affiliated with the National Rifle Association.

“Without exaggeration, House File 517 is the most monumental and sweeping piece of gun legislation in Iowa’s history,” Snell told The Washington Post. “Never before have we passed a bill in which Iowa’s Second Amendment rights are legally recognized, claimed and protected quite so profoundly as this bill does.”

Chris Cox, executive director of the NRA’s Institute for Legislative Action, applauded Branstad’s decision to sign the bill into law. The governor had called the bill “reasonable legislation” that he “could support.”

“It’s a great day for freedom,” Cox said in a statement, noting that Iowa had “joined the nationwide movement to expand law-abiding citizens’ constitutional right to self-protection.”

In response to the bill’s signing, Amber Gustafson, leader of the Iowa chapter of Moms Demand Action for Gun Sense in America, delivered a stern warning.

“Make no mistake, the gun violence prevention movement is strong in Iowa, and we aren’t going away,” she said in a statement.

Gustafson was most critical of the bill’s “Stand Your Ground” provision, which says citizens who are not doing anything illegal can lawfully use “reasonable force, including deadly force” if they believe their lives are being threatened. The bill also frees a person who kills an “aggressor” from civil liability if he or she can justify the use of force.

That provision has raised concerns that the bill would do more to increase gun violence in the state.

State Sen. Nate Boulton (D) said state law already allows Iowans to use deadly force if they are threatened in their homes or places of employment, adding that a Stand Your Ground law could lead some to misunderstand when deadly force may be used.

“I think anytime we are expanding the use of deadly force, we do have to be cautious about that,” Boulton said. “The reality is when you have a gun-violent situation and if someone is killed with gun violence, we’ll leave it to our courts to interpret and apply what the situation was that led to that death.”

Daniel Webster, director of the John Hopkins Center for Gun Policy and Research, echoed Boulton in a column published last month in the Des Moines Register. The “Stand Your Ground” policy would only “expand justifications for killing others,” he wrote.

“There is no credible research that indicates deregulation of public carrying of concealed firearms reduces violent crime or curtails mass shootings,” Webster wrote. “The most recent and most rigorous research shows that such policies, if anything, lead to more assaults committed with firearms.”

Another provision that has attracted criticism would essentially prohibit city, county and township officials from creating weapons-free zones by allowing gun-carrying citizens to file lawsuits and claim damages if they think their civil rights have been infringed upon. Critics have raised concerns about how the bill would affect security at places such as city halls and courthouses, many of which are gun-free zones.

Tom Ferguson, executive director of the Iowa County Attorneys Association, said because the bill does not exempt city halls or courthouses, local jurisdictions would face a constant threat of lawsuits and damages.

“The question becomes, ‘Is someone adversely affected if they want to go in there and are not allowed to carry a gun?’ ” Ferguson said.

The Iowa Judicial Branch, which oversees state courts, shares similar concerns. Spokesman Steve Davis said the judicial branch is unsure that the bill “will maintain the status quo on courthouse security.”

The criticisms, however, did little to dissuade the bill’s avid backers.

HF 517 passed the state Senate 33 to 17 and the House, 57 to 36.

State Rep. Matt Windschitl (R), who led the drafting of the bill, said he has tried for years to make Iowa a Stand Your Ground state, like nearly half of the states in the country.

“This bill has been a work in progress for many years,” Windschitl said. “The driver behind this is to restore Iowans’ individual freedoms and liberties.”

Other provisions include allowing children under 14 to use pistols or revolvers as long as they are supervised by an adult age 21 and older, legalizing concealed-carry at state capitol buildings and grounds, prohibiting the government from confiscating firearms during state emergencies, legalizing short-barreled rifles and shotguns, and making records of permit holders confidential. The bill also would prohibit prosecutors from stacking an additional firearm charge if the weapon has nothing to do with the crime.

Robert Cottrol, an expert on gun laws and a professor at George Washington University, said many of the provisions have been standard practice in most states.

Aside from the Stand Your Ground law, most states with significant rural areas already allow children to possess firearms, Cottrol said. Many states also have enacted laws prohibiting the government from seizing people’s guns during state emergencies, after officials confiscated weapons during Hurricane Katrina in 2005.

This is the first time in years that Republicans gained control of both the House and the Senate in Iowa, and gun rights advocates found an opportunity to catch up with its gun-friendly neighbors by addressing gun-rights issues in one fell swoop, said Snell of the Iowa Firearms Coalition, which is affiliated with the National Rifle Association.

It’s not uncommon for states to pass gun-law revisions in one bill, according to the NRA, a supporter of the bill. Alabama, Georgia, Minnesota, Missouri, North Carolina, Oklahoma and Wisconsin have done so in recent years.

“This important legislation will make it easier for law-abiding gun owners to protect and defend themselves, while bringing Iowa’s gun law in line with those of other states,” NRA spokeswoman Jennifer Baker said in a statement. “The reforms of HF 517 are part of a growing movement across all 50 states to strengthen Second Amendment rights and its enactment will be a significant victory for our members and law-abiding gun owners.”

The magazine Guns & Ammo ranks Iowa No. 38 among the best states for gun owners. At the top of the list are Arizona, Vermont, Alaska, Utah, Kentucky, Wyoming, Alabama, Kansas, Missouri and New Hampshire.

That is now likely to change.

The legislation might make Iowa “the leading edge of protecting the civil right” to bear arms, said Randy Barnett, a law professor at Georgetown University.

“When you have a constitutional right, it often requires the legislation to protect that right,” Barnett said. “That’s what Iowa is doing

*** ETA *** Since I posted this this morning another shooting spree. Racially motivated but to what degree does one call this Islamic terrorism since he used a traditional Islamic phrase or is this an angry man who is mentally ill? Does it matter at this point? He had a gun. That is what matters.


Man kills 3 people in shootings in downtown Fresno; officials probe any terror links

Police Chief Jerry Dyer said Muhammad had expressed hatred toward white people and the government. (
Veronica Rocha , Joseph Serna and Diana MarcumContact Reporters LA TIMES April 18 2017

A Fresno man known for advocating black separatism and making militant comments on social media shot and killed three people in downtown Fresno on Tuesday before surrendering to authorities and uttering the phrase, “Allahu akbar,” according to the Fresno Police Department.

The suspect was identified as Kori Ali Muhammad, a 39-year-old man who was wanted in connection with the shooting death of a security guard outside a motel Thursday, Police Chief Jerry Dyer said. The FBI has been notified of the shooting deaths.

Dyer said all of the victims were white men, and two of the men who were clients of a local Catholic charity where Tuesday’s attack took place. Mohammed is black.

“Too early to say whether or not this involves terrorism,” Dyer said. “Certainly by the statement that was made, it could give that indication, however, there was no statement made on Thursday night when he shot the security guard and killed him. There was no comments or no statements made at that time, so I am not certain why he said what he said today.”

But Muhammad’s father, Vincent Taylor, told The Times Monday that his son believed that he was part of an ongoing war between whites and blacks, and that “a battle was about to take place.”

“I’m happy he was arrested,” Vincent Taylor said. “I would hope that whatever Kori tells [police,] they take him seriously and they start following up.”

The suspect was identified as Kori Ali Muhammad, a 39-year-old man who was wanted in connection with the shooting death of a security guard outside a motel Thursday, Fresno Police Chief Jerry Dyer said.

The gunfire erupted at 10:45 a.m. in the 300 block of North Van Ness Avenue. Within a few seconds, a second burst of gunfire was spotted, then a third and a fourth.

Dyer said a total of 16 rounds were fired in four locations.

Moments later, the driver of a PG&E truck arrived at police headquarters at Fresno and M streets to report that a passenger had been shot by a gunman who had approached them, the chief said. Dyer said the attack was unprovoked.

After firing at the truck passenger, the gunman walked west on East Mildreda Avenue, where he came across a resident and opened fire, Dyer said. The resident was not struck by the gunfire.

The gunman continued walking on Mildreda and approached Fulton Street, where he fatally shot another man before reloading his weapon, a .357 revolver, Dyer said.

He then headed toward Catholic Charities in the 100 block of North Fulton Street and fired a second fatal volley of gunfire, killing a man in the parking lot, according to Dyer. and

An officer in the area spotted the gunman running south on Fulton. He then “dove onto the ground” and was taken into custody, the chief said.

“As he was taken into custody, he yelled out, ‘Allahu akbar,’ ” Dyer said.

Dyer said Muhammad had expressed hatred toward white people and the government, a sentiment that came as no shock to his father.

“Not surprised at all,” said Muhammad’s father, Vincent Taylor.

A Facebook profile page for a Kori Ali Muhammad from Fresno paid homage to black pride and black nationalism, with images of the red, green and black Pan-African flag and a raised fist.

The frenetic profile includes militant and apocalyptic language and repeated demands to “let black people go.” He referenced “white devils” and praised melanoma skin cancer.

On Saturday afternoon, Muhammad posted a photo of himself in a colorful garment, with his head covered, and the words: ”LET BLACK PEOPLE GO OR THE DOOM INCREASES REPARATIONS & SEPARATION NOW.”

He wrote in all caps on Monday: “MY KILL RATE INCRESASES TREMENDOUSLY ON THE OTHER SIDE ASÈ ALLAH U AKBAR”

Brian Levin, director of Cal State San Bernardino’s Center for the Study of Hate and Extremism, said many of Muhammad’s social media postings make reference to terms used by the Nation of Islam, which has been labeled a racist hate group by the Southern Poverty Law Center. Pointing to Muhammad’s repeated references to “white devils” and “Yakub,” the villainous figure responsible for creating white people according to Nation of Islam lore, Levin said it is likely Muhammad thought he was taking part in a race war against whites.

“It reads to me that this is an example of an anti-white murder. We’re living in an era of violent reciprocal prejudice, and there are references on his website to Fard Muhammad, the founder of Nation of Islam, and Nation of Islam uses the term white devils quite prolifically, as did this shooter,” Levin said.

Muhammad also repeatedly used the phrase “Black Dragon Lion Hawk” in his Facebook posts, and Levin said such nods to warrior culture are also common in black separatist circles.

“He appears to be a black supremacist, a violent black supremacist,” Levin said.

Hours after the shootings Tuesday, two shaken workers at the Catholic charity said they had ducked under yellow police tape to get out.

They said they were told not to talk to the news media. But one, a Vietnam veteran, said a person never forgets the sound of guns. He said that the charity gives away food every day and that families are allowed to come only once a week.

“We feed a lot of children, so we have to make sure that the food gets spread around,” he said.

Neither of the workers saw young children there this morning. But there were a lot of teens and young adults.

The second man had been working in the back, and when he came out, he went around to people who were crying to ask, “Are you OK?”

Neither man knew Muhammad.

PG&E said it still was trying to gather information on what happened in Fresno.

“Our thoughts are with all involved in the incident that occurred in Fresno today,” PG&E said. “Public and employee safety is always our top priority.”

In a statement, Fresno Mayor Lee Brand said he wished it was within his power to prevent tragedies like the one that unfolded downtown on Monday.

“This is a sad day for us all. My thoughts and prayers are with the families of the victims,” he said. “None of us can imagine what they must be going through.”

Meet Dr. Death

Well one down several hundreds, thousands more.

Georgia’s alleged ‘Dr. Death’, prescriber of addictive pain medicines, indicted on three counts of murder after 36 of his patients die

By Katie Mettler
The Washington Post
 May 19 2016

Psychiatrist dubbed ‘Dr. Death’ indicted on 3 murder counts. 

The drugs killed Cheryl Pennington, 47, and a 49-year-old father named David Robinson.

They got Audrey Austin, too, less than a week after the 29-year-old mother of two left rehab.

The substances — powerful, addictive pain medications — were allegedly prescribed by Narendra K. Nagareddy, a 57-year-old psychiatrist on Atlanta’s South Side reportedly known for his willingness to prescribe pills to nearly anyone who wanted them.

On Wednesday, the doctor was arrested for their deaths.

A Clay County grand jury indicted Nagareddy, known in the media widely as “Dr. Death,” on three counts of murder, and 59 additional counts of unauthorized distribution of pain prescriptions, reported the Atlanta Journal-Constitution.

Nagareddy has denied the allegations from the outset, according to news reports. “Unequivocally, we will be ready to defend this matter,” Steve Frey, Nagareddy’s attorney, told the Journal-Constitution after the indictment Wednesday. “He is innocent of all of these charges.”

It’s the latest development in a years-long investigation into Nagareddy’s medical practice.

A probation officer was among the first to flag Nagareddy after she noticed that three people in her caseload who had died were patients of the doctor, according to an AJC investigation. She reported the pattern to the Drug Enforcement Administration, which worked with local law enforcement to build a case that led to Nagareddy’s initial arrest in January.

He was charged with violating the Georgia Controlled Substances Act by allegedly prescribing medications that had no legitimate purpose. Nagareddy was later released on a $100,000 bond, the Journal-Constitution reported.

One month after his January arrest, the Georgia Composite Medical Board voted to suspend Nagareddy’s license.

Ruth Carr, the mother of Audrey Austin, told several news outlets she was relieved by the new charges, but continued to grieve the loss of her daughter.

“It doesn’t get better with time. And I think that it’s been long overdue with the doctor,” Carr told WSB-TV 2. “I knew he was doing (it) with people other (than) my daughter and I knew she wasn’t the only one.”

Nagareddy is accused in court documents of giving refillable painkiller prescriptions, taboo in the medical community because patients can fill the prescriptions prematurely. Former patients told investigators that Nagareddy was known around town for prescribing pills for pain, and that he rarely if ever gave physical examinations before writing prescriptions, documents show.

“You just tell him what you want and you get it,” one former patient said.

Court documents allege that 36 of Nagareddy’s patients died while he was allegedly prescribing them controlled substances — hydrocodone, oxycodone, methadone, fentanyl and amphetamine salts — and autopsies confirmed that 12 of those patients died of prescription drug overdoses. His patients were often battling addiction, anxiety and depression.

Investigators interviewed the program director of a methadone clinic in Atlanta, who was not identified by name in court documents but was quoted saying: “Dr. Nagareddy is very generous with scripts.” The medical director of the clinic, also unnamed, told investigators that patients “get anything they want” from the doctor and that he “has a bad reputation.”

On Vitals and RateMDs, some former patients praised the doctor’s bedside manner, credited him with saving their lives and claimed he was the only physician who would accept them without insurance.

Others, however, bashed Nagareddy, calling him a “drug pusher” and posting warnings about the doctor as early as 2010.

People in those comment threads and in documents said the waiting room at Nagareddy’s office was often packed with dazed patients.

“I’d see a lot of zombied-out people,” Rebecca Gray, the sister of another patient who overdosed, told the Journal-Constitution. “You could tell a lot of them were junkies.”

At a news conference Wednesday, District Attorney Tracy Graham Lawson told reporters that at least 11 of the new counts Nagareddy faces include his negligence to sign or date his prescriptions, the McDonough, Ga.-based Henry Herald reported. According to the newspaper, the doctor could face additional charges for at least 30 other alleged overdose deaths.

“What it means is there will no longer be prescriptions issued by Dr. Nagareddy that result in the deaths of any innocent people,” Lawson told reporters.

Bloody Ties

I have just started watching The Staircase an earlier true crime documentary on Sundance that is  in the veil of Making A Murderer.

I am not sure what to make of this with regards to the protagonist, another white male who seems to have been placed in the gulity chair by association – much similiar to antoher CNN documentary on Michael Morton, who also had been wrongly convicted of his wife’s murder.    There seems to be a lot of these stories of men who are all white who seem to have decent lawyers fighting for their freedom against the odds of a prosecutor team determined to see otherwise.

But what it really falls down to is money and the ability to hire bullshit “experts” who can manipulate data, infer from facts and journey down a road to imply, infer and implicate guilt and/or innocence.

The reality is that science in criminal justice is often junk.  The National Academies of Scientists concluded the following when it comes to forensic science:

Forensic evidence is often offered in criminal prosecutions and civil litigation to support conclusions about individualization — in other words, to “match” a piece of evidence to a particular person, weapon, or other source.  But with the exception of nuclear DNA analysis, the report says, no forensic method has been rigorously shown able to consistently, and with a high degree of certainty, demonstrate a connection between evidence and a specific individual or source.  Non-DNA forensic disciplines have important roles, but many need substantial research to validate basic premises and techniques, assess limitations, and discern the sources and magnitude of error, said the committee that wrote the report.  Even methods that are too imprecise to identify a specific individual can provide valuable information and help narrow the range of possible suspects or sources.

 As a result, there has been little rigorous research to investigate how accurately and reliably many forensic science disciplines can do what they purport to be able to do.  In terms of a scientific basis, the disciplines based on biological or chemical analysis, such as toxicology and fiber analysis, generally hold an edge over fields based on subjective interpretation by experts, such as fingerprint and toolmark analysis.  And there are variations within the latter group; for example, there is more available research and protocols for fingerprint analysis than for bitemarks.

And when you watch Staircase the defense cost was well over 750K in fees, including not one but two trips to Germany. And if this is the defense costs what was the costs to the State of North Carolina, who exhumed a body, transported it halfway across the country to have an autopsy on an 18 year old corpse.  Or the witnesses that were imported from Germany to testify about a crime or not crime that he was never charged with over 18 years ago?  Really that is another issue that shows the insanity to win and do so regardless of costs – financial or emotional – as what is it doing to family members who need to relieve the death of their friend or mother. I was surprised that NC had not found the investigators and medical team in Germany to testify and why did they not do so if they were convinced it was a murder and not an accident?  Hmm.. see we can have questions on all ends.

Serial was inspired by this amazing documentary and Michael Peterson will be retried for a second time this year.  I cannot wait for the third installment of this fascinating documentary.  Mr. Peterson will have new representation as the original Attorneys who after bleeding him dry (pun intended) worked pro bono but finally resigned as they could not longer afford to work unpaid and as a result a new Attorney has been appointed on taxpayer dime as Mr. Peterson is now indigent.  So North Carolina taxpayers get your checkbooks out for you are being billed twice for this. Is this now about Justice or the arrogance of the Judicial System to get a WIN?  This is not about victims as well she is dead, his family other than one daughter largely believe him and frankly this is now 2016 and this is over a decade old, he was in prison for some time so should we all move on?

That is the real issue that we can never move on in this country when it comes to our incessant need to victimize and punish.  When even our own beliefs tell us that yes Adnan likely killed Han and probably got help from his friend Jay, he was convicted based on what? Junk Science not actual evidence. The testimony and constant changing facts of witnesses again over a decade ago and from kids whose own temporal lobes are not fully functioning let alone we know that this memory type testimony is flawed regardless, seems utterly futile if not tragic.  So another trial perhaps? Another relieving of the story and in turn does it change anything? If Adnan gets a retrial, who is it for? It is for the Justice system and them alone to make sure they get all their “I’s” dotted and their “T’s” crossed for future trials.  Practice makes perfect now doesn’t it.

 I have put an article below to once again demonstrate the absurdity and sheer bullshit factor when it comes to criminal justice. Anytime I want to remind myself that both Prosecution and Defense are largely winging it and that it is about two things – money and winning – and not the truth I can watch episode 3 of the Staircase where Michael Peterson concludes the same.  Those are the true bloody ties that really matter in the jurisprudence system, the truth is the casualty. 

A Bloody Injustice
The Texas Observer
 By Dave Mann
August 19, 2010

 Warren Horinek was a vicious drunk with a history of threatening his wife. But his conviction for murdering her was based on junk science–like thousands of others. photo illustration by Matt Wright-Steel Warren Horinek was so intoxicated he could barely speak. His first words to the 911 dispatcher were mangled and unintelligible. He gathered himself and tried again. The words were still slurred, but he managed to force them out: “My wife just shot herself.”

 Horinek had been married to his wife, Bonnie, for three years. Their marriage was turbulent, and some of Bonnie’s friends would later say that Warren—a former Fort Worth police officer whose drinking got him kicked off the force—was abusive. They thought the couple was headed for divorce. But on that Tuesday night, March 14, 1995, they seemed to be having fun. Bonnie had left her office at the law firm of Jackson & Walker in downtown Fort Worth at about 7:15 p.m. and met Warren for dinner at a TGI Friday’s. They hung around the bar and kept drinking, closing their tab at 11:09 p.m. to head home. The Horineks lived about five minutes away, which was fortunate because they were both drunk. Warren had consumed at least 11 Coors Lights. Bonnie had been drinking chardonnay, and tests would later show her blood alcohol level nearly double the legal limit.

At 11:39 p.m., a half-hour after they left the bar, Warren called 911. On the recording, he is frantic. As the dispatcher contacts paramedics, Warren can be heard in the background yelling, “Why’d you do that, goddammit. Why? Why? Why? Why?” When he returns to the phone, he is panicking. “Are you there? My wife just shot herself. Get over here now!”

The dispatcher tries to calm him, saying an ambulance is on the way. “She’s already blue,” Warren says. The dispatcher tells him to begin CPR. In the background, Warren can be heard breathing into Bonnie’s mouth. He picks up the phone again: “I need somebody here.” Is she breathing? the dispatcher asks. “She shot herself in the throat, I think.” Is she breathing? “Yes, she’s breathing,” Warren says. After a pause, he adds, “Goddamn, get somebody here now!”

By the time paramedics and police arrived, Bonnie Horinek had died. She was lying on the bed in her pink nightgown with a single gunshot to the chest. Warren was still performing CPR. Paramedics told him it was too late, but he wouldn’t stop. When they pulled him off the bed, he scrambled back to her body to continue chest compressions.

 The paramedics eventually had to drag him from the room. When police examined the scene, they found two weapons on the bed: a bloody .38-caliber revolver next to Bonnie and, on the edge of the bed, a 12-gauge Winchester shotgun. There was no sign of a break-in. No one else was in the house.

There were two possible scenarios: Either Bonnie Horinek had committed suicide, or her husband, in a drunken rage, had killed her. From the start, Warren Horinek has claimed his wife shot herself. As the police investigation unfolded, the people normally responsible for sending a murderer to prison—the crime scene investigator, the police sergeant who oversaw the homicide investigation, the medical examiner who performed the autopsy, even the assistant district attorney initially assigned to prosecute the case—all came to believe that Horinek was telling the truth.

When Horinek was tried for murder, they testified in his defense. Their testimony and expertise wouldn’t matter. Horinek’s fate would hinge on a few specks of blood found at the scene. A few specks of blood, that is, along with the testimony of a single forensic expert who may have misread the evidence. As a result, an innocent man may spend decades in prison. He won’t be alone. Initially the crime scene puzzled Fort Worth police.

Why were there two guns on the bed with Bonnie Horinek’s body? Why was a pillowcase wrapped tightly around her neck? Why was there so much blood on Warren’s T-shirt? Where was the bullet? One of the first officers on the scene, J.D. Roberts, theorized that Warren had shot Bonnie with the shotgun and tried to strangle her with the pillowcase. That theory was debunked by the autopsy. The medical examiner’s office determined that Bonnie had been shot with the .38. The bullet had ripped a path through the mattress, box spring, and carpet, and left a mark in the house’s foundation, though the bullet was never found.

The autopsy also showed she hadn’t been strangled. The pillowcase, which Warren said he wrapped around her neck because he thought she’d shot herself in the throat, had caused no damage. Besides the single gunshot wound, Bonnie had no other injuries. There were no signs of a struggle. The wound to her chest, the autopsy showed, was a contact wound, meaning the gun had been placed firmly against her skin. While the manner of death was officially classified as “undetermined,” the autopsy report made clear that the medical examiner’s office believed Bonnie had likely committed suicide.

“Both the location and proximity of the gunshot wound along with absence of defensive wounds are suggestive of a self–inflicted gunshot wound,” the report reads. The case landed on the desk of Mike Parrish, then an assistant DA in Fort Worth. After reading the autopsy report and speaking with police officers and the medical examiner, Parrish decided not to prosecute Warren Horinek for murder.

“I always thought that it was suicide,” Parrish says. “Still do.” But Bonnie’s parents, Bob and Barbara Arnett, found the notion that their daughter had killed herself ridiculous. She had too much to live for. Here was a successful attorney with a budding career. She had just landed a posh new job at a major downtown firm, where she was earning a six-figure salary practicing labor law. True, Bonnie had experienced periods of deep depression, particularly after her first marriage had ended. But the half-dozen friends and co-workers who later testified at trial said Bonnie seemed mostly happy. She fretted about her crumbling marriage and what people would think if she were twice-divorced, they testified. None thought she was contemplating suicide. She just seemed too upbeat, they said. To Bob and Barbara Arnett, it was obvious: Their daughter had been murdered by their son-in-law. He was a drunk—and an obnoxious, occasionally violent, drunk.

 Bob Arnett, who was an engineer for Lockheed Martin Corp. in Fort Worth, never understood what his daughter saw in Warren Horinek, he told the Fort Worth Star-Telegram in 1996. He thought she could do better. He would often meet Bonnie for lunch in downtown Fort Worth, but he told the newspaper that she never told him how bad the marriage had become. She did confide to friends that when Warren was drunk, which was often, she was afraid of him. When the district attorney’s office refused to prosecute, the Arnetts couldn’t believe it. So they decided to do it themselves. Bonnie’s parents hired an attorney and a private investigator, who unearthed several incidents that would make for compelling, though circumstantial, evidence against Warren Horinek. For one thing, when he was drunk, Horinek liked to play with guns. He had served on the Fort Worth Police Department for nearly nine years, beginning in 1985, and he kept a healthy collection of firearms in the house.

One night in 1992, when he and Bonnie were living together in the Fort Worth suburb of Benbrook before they married, police had been called to the house after neighbors heard gunshots. It turned out that Horinek had gotten drunk and was firing into the pool. The following year, after another night of drinking, Horinek fired a gun over Bonnie’s head while she lay in bed. The bullet entered the wall a foot-and-a-half above her pillow. Explanations for this event vary.

At trial, the prosecution contended Horinek did it to frighten his wife—part of a pattern of abuse. Horinek, interviewed recently by the Observer, calls the incident “inexcusable.” He says Bonnie had been playfully ignoring him, hiding her head under her pillow. “I’m not listening to you,” he says his wife was saying. “Stupidly,” he says—as a joke and to startle her—he fired the gun into the wall. He contends that he didn’t shoot at Bonnie, that the nose of the gun was pressed against the wall and tilted upward when he fired it. (A private forensic expert hired for the defense, Max Courtney, testified that he found evidence to verify Horinek’s claim. Courtney said he found gunpowder traces on the wall, which would have happened only if Horinek had pressed the weapon against the wall when he pulled the trigger.)

That wasn’t the end of Horinek’s suspicious behavior. Later in 1993, his drinking cost him his job with the police. The day he was forced to resign, he got drunk, shut himself in a room and threatened suicide, according to court testimony. Bonnie called the police. Officers arrived and calmed Horinek down.

Police regulations required that he be taken for a psych evaluation at the emergency room. As Horinek was led away, several officers would testify at trial, he shouted to Bonnie that he would make her pay for doing this to him. With these snapshots of Horinek in hand, the Arnetts and their attorney, Mike Ware, decided to circumvent the district attorney’s office. Ware knew about a rarely used quirk in Texas law that allows any concerned person to bring evidence before a grand jury.

 While there was little physical evidence of murder, the grand jury found Ware’s presentation convincing. In March 1996, a year after Bonnie’s death, Horinek was indicted for murder. The Tarrant County district attorney’s office refused to act on the indictment. It’s not often that a Texas prosecutor refuses to go after an indicted defendant. But Assistant DA Parrish wouldn’t do it.

“Ethically, if you don’t believe they’re guilty, then you can’t prosecute,” he says. With the DA’s office recusing itself from the case, the judge assigned two attorneys in private practice to serve as special prosecutors. That led to an upside-down trial in which nearly everyone trying to convict Horinek was in private practice—private attorneys serving as prosecutors, using private forensic experts and private psychologists.

 Meanwhile, the agents of the state—the district attorney, crime scene investigator, and homicide sergeant—were all siding with the defendant. In 27 years at the Tarrant County DA’s office, Parrish had never seen such a bizarre case—and never did again. Nobody had. From the start, Horinek says his lawyer assured him there was nothing to worry about. He figured it wouldn’t even reach a grand jury. “Even the DA believes you’re innocent,” his attorney said. After Horinek was indicted anyway, his lawyer predicted the case would never come to trial; the county didn’t want to prosecute him.

 Once he went to trial, Horinek was again reassured: He could never be convicted. There was no evidence. As bad as the private prosecutors would make Horinek sound, as compelling as the anecdotes of drunken gunplay were, that was all circumstantial evidence—incidents that occurred months or years before Bonnie’s death.  You can’t be convicted of murder for being an obnoxious drunk or an abusive husband. For most of his trial, Horinek’s attorney seemed prescient. The jury appeared to be convinced of his innocence. Later, when this anything-but-textbook trial was over, the foreman would say that the jurors were going to acquit Horinek. That was before the prosecution’s final witness took the stand.

This case, like hundreds of others, was decided by the testimony of a single forensic expert. His name is Tom Bevel. He’s a private, Oklahoma-based expert in bloodstain patterns. The study of blood spatter has been around since the 1890s. But unlike other forensic evidence—DNA or fingerprinting, for example—blood spatter evidence rarely provides the sole basis for prosecution.

Blood patterns—like those found on Warren Horinek’s Hard Rock Cafe T-shirt that night in 1995—can be used to augment evidence in a criminal case, but they’re rarely the only evidence. The reason is simple: Bloodstains can tell you only so much about who committed a crime, or how.

Some experts, Bevel included, have tried to use blood-spatter forensics to reconstruct where blood came from and by what method. If that sounds fantastical, it sometimes is. In recent years, flawed blood-spatter evidence has led to at least three wrongful convictions across the country, from North Carolina to Indiana.

In 2009, the National Academy of Sciences released findings from the most extensive study ever conducted of forensic evidence in American courtrooms. The authors didn’t think much of blood-spatter analysis, writing that the “uncertainties associated with bloodstain pattern analysis are enormous,” and concluding that the opinions of blood-spatter experts like Bevel are “more subjective than scientific.” In that respect, bloodstain analysis is similar to other kinds of forensic science. With the exception of DNA testing, much of the forensic evidence used in U.S. courts—including fingerprint matches, ballistics, and arson evidence—is based on junk science. CSI it ain’t.

Contrary to what’s portrayed on television, bullets are regularly matched to the wrong gun, fingerprints are misidentified, crime labs botch their analysis, and accidental fires are misread as arson. Most criminal-justice experts believe that flawed forensic evidence—and overreaching expert witnesses—have sent thousands of Americans to prison for crimes they didn’t commit.

The solution is to ensure that forensic testimony is based on sound science. Reconstructing how blood flies through the air is obviously dicey business. The science academy recommends that anyone attempting to analyze blood patterns have an advanced degree (or expert knowledge) of applied mathematics, physics, and the pathology of wounds. Bevel, whose testimony sent Warren Horinek to prison, has no such advanced degrees, Though he has taken professional courses in these subjects, he has little background in science. He spent nearly three decades in the Oklahoma City Police Department and developed an interest in blood spatter. He began contracting out his services as a blood-spatter expert, usually testifying for the prosecution.

 Eventually, he taught courses and has published three editions of a textbook, Bloodstain Pattern Analysis with an Introduction to Crime Scene Reconstruction. Horinek’s 1996 trial took place 13 years before the academy’s scathing report on the limits of blood-spatter analysis. So when Bevel took the stand as a rebuttal witness—one of the last people the jurors heard from—they found him awfully believable.

The defense had neither the academy study, nor other known cases of wrongful conviction, to poke holes in Bevel’s impressive-sounding expertise. Bevel had studied the T-shirt Horinek was wearing the night Bonnie died. It was covered in blood. Bevel was especially interested in the dozens of small specks of blood on the shirt’s left shoulder. Were these spots caused by Horinek’s administering CPR or, perhaps, by a gunshot? The tiny size of the blood spots was the key to their origin, Bevel said. Spots so small had to originate from a “high velocity occurrence”—a gunshot—rather than from CPR.

 “If the … majority of the bloodstains are well below one millimeter in diameter and less, then that is consistent with what you’d expect to find from a high velocity occurrence. … There are better than 100 bloodstains that you can find with the stereoscopic microscope specifically to the left side of the shirt that are certainly consistent with a high-velocity occurrence,” Bevel testified. He said this indicated, with little doubt, that Horinek had shot someone at close range.

 The defense never countered Bevel’s testimony. At a later appeals hearing, the foreman, Bruce Peters, was asked what convinced the jury that Horinek had shot his wife. “The gentleman who testified last, to the atomized blood, was the one that, in my opinion, put him in the scene of the crime,”

Peters said. Horinek as convicted of murder and sentenced to 30 years in prison. At the time, hardly anyone suspected the conviction was based on flawed evidence. After Horinek went to prison, the case faded into history. The jury members went back to their lives, the criminal justice machine moved on, and most everyone forgot about the former police officer sitting in prison. All except one person.

 “This case has haunted me since 1995,” says Jim Varnon. “There are dozens of reasons that all indicate this was a suicide.” He always believed Warren Horinek was innocent. And for the past 13 years—ever since Horinek wrote him a letter asking for help—he’s been trying to overturn the conviction.

 Varnon is no innocence attorney. He recently retired after 35 years in the Fort Worth Police Department, the last 25 as a crime scene investigator. He was one of the first officers at the scene the night Bonnie died. When he arrived, he vaguely recognized Horinek’s face from Warren’s years on the police force, but the two men didn’t know each other before that night. The evidence convinced Varnon that Horinek was innocent. Varnon has a presentation he gives about the evidence in the case: a half-dozen large boards adorned with crime scene photos, trial testimony, blood-spatter recreations, and his own field notes.

It’s become famous in the Fort Worth Police Department. Varnon contends that the physical evidence verifies Horinek’s version of events. Horinek has supplied the same consistent story since the night Bonnie died (including in a recent prison interview with the Observer): He and Bonnie returned home from TGI Friday’s and got ready for bed. Warren went to his study to check messages (he had a home business that provided companies with language translators). He heard a single gunshot. He assumed someone had broken into the house, so he grabbed a shotgun and rushed to the bedroom, where he found Bonnie bleeding from an apparent neck wound. Blood had pooled at her neck, which, combined with her strained breathing, made Warren mistakenly think she had been shot in the neck, not the chest. He wrapped a pillowcase around her throat and called 9-1-1. The pillowcase is an interesting piece of evidence. Why would Horinek wrap it around her neck, Varnon wonders, if he wasn’t telling the truth? If he’d shot her, he’d know where the wound was.

What’s the point of wrapping something around her neck? It might backfire and make police think she had been strangled, which some officers first believed. Then there are the two guns. The autopsy confirmed that Bonnie had been shot with the revolver. So, Varnon wonders, why was the shotgun in the room if Horinek isn’t telling the truth? If he staged the scene to look like a suicide, why bring the shotgun in and risk the presence of another weapon incriminating himself? And the scene looked like a suicide.

As police reported, there were no signs of a struggle, and as the medical examiner found, Bonnie’s body had no defensive wounds or other injuries. “I’ve worked hundreds of suicides involving a gunshot,” Varnon says. “When they occur on a bed, a person is frequently lying just like she is. The gun is within reach normally. So often they go where it’s comfortable, which is their bed.” Varnon has also seen hundreds of contact gunshot wounds, and he remembers only one that wasn’t a suicide.

The reason is twofold: If you pull a gun on someone, getting close enough for a contact wound invites a struggle. And if two people are already struggling for a gun, it’s rare that the killer can overpower the victim enough to inflict a contact wound. In the crime scene community, Varnon says, a contact wound is almost always a suicide. “If that was a murder, he’s smarter than all of us in crime scene and all of us in homicide all put together, because he left no evidence of it,” Varnon says.

Of course, Horinek is a former police officer. If he knew these tendencies among investigators, might he have staged the scene as a suicide? There are two factors, Varnon points out, that make a staged scene unlikely. First, Horinek didn’t have time. The 911 call establishes a short time frame. Bonnie died within minutes of being shot, and she was clearly still alive when Horinek dialed 911 (her labored breathing is audible on the recording). The 911 tape ends when the paramedics arrive. So if Horinek staged the scene, there was a window of only a minute or so before he called 911. There is one other reason Varnon and others believe Horinek couldn’t have staged a suicide like a master criminal: He was fall-down drunk.

 “If you hear the 911 tape, you can hear Horinek is shit-faced,” says Parrish, the former assistant DA. (At one point in the call, after performing the first round of CPR, Horinek can be heard pressing buttons on the phone in an apparent attempt to dial 911 again, though the emergency dispatcher was already on the line.) Moreover, Parrish says Horinek’s tone on the 911 tape is compelling evidence. About a minute into the call, Parrish says, “You can hear the adrenaline kick in.”

 Horinek’s tone does change. His sentences sharpen, and his voice is panicky, desperate, insistent that he needs help. It sounds like he just walked in on a suicide. Still, these are the same arguments that Varnon and Parrish and homicide Sgt. Paul Kratz made during Horinek’s trial—and they didn’t work.

If Varnon was going to make headway on overturning the murder conviction, he had to confront Bevel’s blood-spatter testimony. He had always doubted Bevel’s analysis. It’s well known in the crime-scene community, he says, that CPR (or even a bloody nose) can leave flecks of blood on a shirt—which Bevel testified was not possible.

“There are many things that can cause that fine mist of blood, not just a gunshot wound,” Varnon says. Varnon took his poster boards to upstate New York and presented the case to Herb MacDonell, a renowned forensic scientist whose groundbreaking research on blood patterns in the early 1970s made the field more scientific. He is often called the father of modern bloodstain analysis. (Bevel himself studied for a time under MacDonell.) MacDonell found his former student’s testimony suspect.

In 2005, he asked a prominent analyst who’d worked in his lab, Anita Zannin, to examine the case. After studying all the documents and evidence, she concluded—and MacDonell later concurred after his own analysis—that Bevel’s initial testimony was utterly incorrect. Zannin and MacDonell contend—in a report and two affidavits—that blood spots smaller than one millimeter aren’t necessarily the result of a gunshot, as Bevel testified.

Flecks that small can often result from CPR or someone with a punctured lung trying to breathe. To prove it, MacDonell set up an experiment at his lab in Corning, N.Y., in which a student placed a small amount of blood in his mouth and then simply breathed on a white shirt. The result was a blood-spatter pattern similar to the one found on Warren Horinek’s shirt.

There is no way to reliably determine if the spots on Horinek’s shirt were the result of a gunshot or of CPR. For that reason, Zannin and MacDonell say, blood spatter never should have been used as key evidence against Horinek. Bevel has defended his work in the case. But in a recent interview with the Observer, Bevel backed away from his testimony that the size of the blood spots is what matters. Bevel now has two different reasons why he believes Horinek is guilty. The first is the appearance of the blood spatter. Blood that a person breathes out has a lighter color and a more bubble-like appearance because it contains more air, Bevel contends. Because the blood on Horinek’s shirt is a normal color, it’s likely the spatter resulted from a gunshot wound, not CPR. But these bubbles aren’t always present.

So Bevel also concedes that the lack of bubbles on the shirt doesn’t necessarily eliminate CPR as a cause. He now agrees with Zannin and MacDonell that blood spatter from CPR can sometimes look very much like spatter from a gunshot wound. That leads him to the second reason he believes Bonnie Horinek was murdered: the lack of a blood spatter trail. If the specks on Warren’s shirt had come from blood that Bonnie breathed out of her nose and mouth, then there would be a trail of spatter leading back from the shirt toward her face.

“You have to look at the context of this scene,” Bevel says. If the spatter came from CPR, then “you should be able to find more of that type of spatter between where the shirt reportedly was and the mouth and the nose.” He doesn’t remember finding any.

The problem with that reasoning is that Bonnie’s chest, neck and face were soaked with blood, which could easily have obscured any small spatter she breathed out. And Bevel concedes he can’t be 100 percent sure what happened that night. “There has to be a foundation with which you’re able to call it,” he says. “In this particular case, in my opinion, the best explanation is that it is from a gunshot. In science, there is no 100 percent. It just doesn’t exist. You look at the data, the possibilities, what is found, what isn’t found, and you try to identify the best explanation.”

That isn’t enough to base a murder conviction on, Zannin and MacDonell say. Though they can’t be sure, Zannin and MacDonell suspect that the blood spots were the result of CPR. For one, a single gunshot is unlikely to produce the amount of spatter seen on Horinek’s shirt. Secondly, if Horinek had been leaning over Bonnie while delivering mouth-to-mouth resuscitation—as the 911 recording and police testimony indicate—the left shoulder of his shirt would have been perfectly aligned with the gunshot wound in her chest. That’s where the blood spatter appeared.

Also, the bullet punctured her lung, which makes it likely that Bonnie would have breathed flecks of blood on anyone giving her CPR. These experts’ conclusions add up to a chilling irony: In effect, Horinek’s attempts to revive Bonnie resulted in blood spots that—in the hands of the wrong expert—led to his conviction.

 After working on the Horinek case for more than three years, bloodstain expert Zannin contacted Waco attorney Walter Reaves, who handles innocence claims pro bono. Reaves became convinced that Horinek had been railroaded. He gathered affidavits from Varnon, Mike Parrish, Zannin, and MacDonell. In May, he began the legal process to get Warren out of prison by filing a writ of habeas corpus. These post-conviction writs are always a long shot, especially in cases without testable DNA that can conclusively prove innocence. Horinek remains hopeful, though.

“I think this is going to work,” he says. After already serving 15 years, Horinek also will come up for parole for the first time next year. In the meantime, he waits in prison, one day blending into the next. It could be worse. The flaws in forensic evidence have likely sent many other innocent people to prison, and unlike Horinek, most of them don’t have former district attorneys and police officers working to free them.

Instead, many wrongful convictions—whether due to faulty blood-spatter analysis, misread fingerprint matches, shoddy lab analysis, or junk arson science—disappear into the shuffle of the criminal justice system. No one knows about them. And there’s little chance they’ll ever be overturned.